Song for the chapter:
Birdy // All About You
"I'll be back in an hour," I tell Melody as I walk to my front door. I decided to go see my mother after an hour long of convincing. With Melody's help I finally made up my mind. I don't like this weighing on me, I don't like the anger I'm still holding onto. I need to let it go, and I hope this talk with my mom will lift this burden off of me. I kiss Melody on the cheek before promising her once again i'll be back within the hour.
Twenty minutes later i'm standing in front of my moms hotel room door. I rise my fist up to knock on the door, dropping it back to my side as i did so. I repeated this a couple of times before I finally grew some balls and knocked on the door. One knock, no anser. Two knocks still no answer. The feeling of relief runs throuhg me at the fact that i don't have to face my problems just yet. As i turn to walk away the door opens.
"Harry?" My mum almost gasps. "Hi," I reply. Her eyes are a deep red, and they're swollen. "Uhm, hi. Do you want to come in?" She asks. I nod and walk into the room behind her. The room is a small, basic hotel room. The walls are an off white, there's a large queen size bed in the middle accommodated by the ugliest comforter, that matches the equally ugly curtains. There's also a dresser on the center wall with a flat screen on top of it, and to top it all off there's a mini kitchen probally the size of my bathroom. I take a seat on the edge of the bed.
I stare at my knotted fingers, suddenly reminding myself of Melody. A nervous habit I must of picked up from her. I rub my fingers over my face, then into my hair. I lift my face to look at my mom who's looking at me anxiously. Her eyes are cautious like shes afraid to get too close as if I might blow up any second. Her eyes fill with tears. I get up and hug her. She looses it as tears rundown her face and she starts to sob. "I'm sorry" I say into her hair due to out height diffrence. "Thank you for raising me, always making sure we had the best. Thank you for being my mom, the only mom i've ever known and some bullshit paper will never change that. I'm sorry for what I said I didn't mean it. I love you, mum"
"Oh Harry," she pulls away. She rubs my cheek. "I'm sorry, for kee-," I cut her off. "No more apologizing. It's okay." She nods, smiles, then wipes her cheeks. "Soo.." She drifts."Your girlfreind?" I roll my eyes.
"I don't have agirlfriend."
"Didn't look that way to me.Do you like her?"
"Yes."
"Alot?" She presses.
I roll my eyes once again.
"Yes."
"Love?"
My eyes widen and my heart picks up speed. Do I love Melody? I shake my head to rid of the idea.
"No."
"Are you sure?"
"Jeusu mum, no i'm not in love with her." She shakes her had ans smiles. "What's so funny?' I asked, annoyed. "Nothing. Would you and your 'friend'," she puts air quotes around the word friend. "like to come to dinner tonight?
I roll my eyes yet again. "She's just my friend," I sigh She raises her hands in surrender. "I didn't imply anything else," she says as she grabs her purse. "Mhm," I say leading her out of the door.
"I'm going to go get Melody. I'll meet you at the restaurant around eight?"
"Sounds good, make sure you dress appropriate. No damn skinny jeans. I don't see how you or your- man part can breathe," she mumbles
"Jesus Christ, bye mom."
***
"Mel, I'm back." Shes sitting on the couch with her back toward me. She turns her head so she's now able to see me. She smiles and closes her journal. "Hi," she greets. "Hey," I smile sitting next to her. "Your birthday is in a couple days." She nods. "Do you have any plans?" She laughs, as I do too
"So what do you want for your birthday?"
"I don't want anything Harry."
"Do you think that's actually going to stop me from getting you a present?" I grin, she frowns.
"Ah, no frowning babe." She flushes. "How'd it go?" She asks referring to my mum. "It actually went good, I forgave her, she forgave me. Speaking of that she asks us to join her for dinner tonight."
"She wants to have dinner with me? too?" She asks.
"Yes, Mel, with us. We have to meet her at eight. I'm going to start getting ready."
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IMPORTANT QUESTION.
WHO'S GOING TO WWA ON THE 11TH??????? I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING BY MYSELF IM SCARED
GREAT NEWS!! SO IM NOT WORKING ANYMORE MEANING MOREEE UPDATES. LAST MONTH HAS BEEN BEYOND STRESSFUL. IM SO SORRY AND STARTING FROM NOW ON THE UPDATES WILL BE LONGER!!!
I'm all yours now!!!! I think I have my schedule. There will be an update every Sunday. And maybe one day in the middle of the week if I don't have hw.
So I love you, sorry for the wait no more of that! You're beautiful. Keep shining loves!!
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