Bold || Wentworth Miller

Thirty One.

[ Wentworth's ]

"I need to see her, Mandy. She's .." I stopped when i saw how Amanda reacted into my words.

I mean,

Acid needs me.

And its making me sick.

"She's what, Went?" She almost yelled at my face.

I breathed heavily.

"Just get rid of it, Amanda. The kid needs me." I said storming out of my room, and walked downstairs.

But then, i know she will not stop arguing with me about that.

"Wentworth, tell me. Do you like her?" I heard her say.

That stopped me from walking down.

I didnt throw her a glare or a gaze but also i didnt speak up. I continued walking away afterwards.

"See? You cant even spe-"

"Stop, Amanda. Look, we have kids and yet you are throwing those issues on me. Are you out of your mind?" I cut her off.

And at the same time, i lied.

I dont know what to feel anymore. I dont know anymore what's right to wrong.

And i don't know what i want anymore.

Its because of Acid who rearranged illegaly my life and i cant deal with it.

I love her.

But there is no way im going to ruin my own family just because i want her.

I think, i didnt deserve her. She's young.

And i already had kids.

But i-

"Tell me yes or no." She faced me with watering eyes, as she hold me in my both arms, looking straight into my eyes.

Goddamn it.

I closed my eyes as i took a deep breath before looking down at her eyes again. I saw how a tear silently falls from her left eye but she didnt wipe it off.

"I-i--"

"I have fou- Oops Sorry, Went!" I was cut off when Alex immediately opened the door, and see me with Amanda in this close situation.

She was closing the door to exit when i feel Amanda brought her hands off me and looked at the door as she wiped her tears.

"Alex, its fine. Get in." She said as she walked away, opening the door again for Alex.

I just looked at them as Alex came in with blushing face as Amanda closed the door again and walked away from it without even throwing a glare in me.