Punk World

Chapter 6

It was late and Sean hasn't came home yet because he is very upset about Tom and I am to so I was going to go to Jax's until I heard the door open and Ma started yelling. I went out there and saw Sean.

"What first Max is coming home early and now you feel like you can come home past curfew this is unbelievable!"

"You know whats unbelievable mom is that you feel like not informing your sons that you have a new boyfriend but for Max to come home and get insulted and you don't care you only care about your self I understand that you want to find love again but its too soon its way to soon we just spent 3 years getting beat and broken down only for you to wait a year to get a new one like do you really know him!"

He yelled that then saw me and ran to our room with me following him.

"Sean what happened."

"What happened really your asking me what happened, what happened to you why did I have to get the worst news by Phil saying you have an eating disorder and you fucking throw up your food like really Max!"

I froze looking at him.

"I-"

"No I don't want to here some stupid excuse I want to hear that Phil is wrong I want to hear that your trying to get better and that you have stopped."

I refused to look at him knowing I would start crying.

"You haven't have you. How long?"

"6 years."

"6 years and your still doing it for real Max this is bad for you, you cant keep doing this its going to hurt you hell it is hurting you when you simply cant eat food without feeling disgusted  in yourself just be lucky he told me and not Dan because he was going too but did me instead he also said sorry."

"I tried I tried to stop for Dan you don't know the fucking struggle I have with this, this voice in my head everyday telling me I'm fat that I shouldn't and when I do saying that I'm stupid and that I shouldn't have done that it sucks so bad like you have no idea you don't know half of the reasons why I do things I tried a while ago too I was eating full meals but then something triggered my brain and guess what now I'm back to this stupid thing so next time when Phil puts his head something that's not his business and decides to tell you let me explain whats happening okay!"

I ran out of the house ignoring my mom and Sean and started walking down the road.

"Max! Wait up what are you doing on the street at 2 in the morning?"

It was Dan.

"Your boyfriend that's why he likes to stick his nose is places it shouldn't be then telling people."

"I'm sorry do I need to yell at him about it is it really bad?"

"Yes Dan its really bad can you tell him that I will never trust or talk to him ever again I love you I just cant be friends with him."

"Oh okay I'll see you Monday."

"Okay."

I continued walking for a bit until I heard my name again. I looked around and saw no one but heard it again but up I looked up and saw Alexia in her window from the second floor.

"Oh hey."

"What are you doing its late and cold."

"Just walking."

"Come on it."

I walked up to her door while she opened it. I smiled at her and she gave me a smile back.

"Um nobody is home so I needed a friends anyways."

"Well I am here to be your friend and I honestly don't want to go  home."

"Aw why not?"

"I had a fight with my brother and kinda left and I know I'm going to get yelled at so."

"Well you can come over any time my family is like never home."

"I'll make note of that do you know when your family is going to get back."

"I never do I guess I just kinda wait until they sometimes its a year but they send me money for you know good"

"well I will see you more often now."

'"Please and you should go to sleep its really late and you had a rough night."

"Yeah I guess so I'll sleep on the couch."

"No you sleep in my room its not bad."

"Its your room I'm not going to take it besides I'm used to sleeping on a couch I do it all the time I spend more at peoples houses then my own so you sleep in your bed I'm fine."

She nodded her head and went upstairs while I took my shoes of and jacket and laid down on her couch that was really comfortable a lot more then Jax's  couch

I fell asleep listing to music.

*The next day*

I woke up remembering where I was and smiled I feel like I have a friend I can trust now without them spilling all my secrets.

Alexia walked down the stairs and stopped when she looked at me.

"What is something wrong? Is something on me?"

"Your hair Its curly!"

"Oh yeah I usually straighten my hair before school sometimes I leave it but I usually skip those days though."

"You shouldn't its so cute."

We stopped talking cause my phone went off.I picked up my phone and saw that it was Dan calling. I looked at my messages and saw that I had 50+ text from Sean and Phil and 20 calls from Sean 10 calls from Phil and 30+ from Dan and like 5 calls from Jax he doesn't usually get into these things because of his anxiety and thoughts of the worst so he try's to think of the best before calling or texting.

"Who was it?"

"Um Dan I guess he is worried that I didn't come home last night its fine I'll tell him I slept over at your house."

"Oh okay. Breakfast?"

"Um no I'm not hungry."

"What ever you say my eggs are the bomb."

"No I don't want to here some stupid excuse I want to hear that Phil is wrong I want to hear that your trying to get better and that you have stopped."

"Actually can you make me some."

"Yeah!"