Punk World

Chapter 2

To say the least my mom was more then upset she was more then mad and more then pissed she was something you can't even describe
"MAX MCLOUGHIN WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR FACE!?"
I looked at Sean he gave me the look like I have to tell her
"I got into a fight... with chad ....again"
"HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU NOT TO GET INTO FIGHTS YOUR RUINING YOUR PERFECT FACE AND PEOPLE ARE STARTED TO TELL RUMORS ABOUT YOU ABOUT THE BOTH ID YOU THAT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A BAD PARENTS THERE SAYING THAT MAX SMOKES AND THAT THE BOTH IF YOU DRINK WHEN YOUR UNDERAGE YOI KNOW HOW THAT MAKES ME LOOK "
And she kept going me and Sean feeling really bad about the rumors being true thing
Sh sent us to our room. Which we share after yelling at us some more mostly at me and taking my shit away and Sean's phone for not stopping me

"I told you, I fucking warned you not to fight mama would be mad she would take your stuff away and now she took mine"
"It wasn't my fault okay that douch nozzle used my birth name and pronouns and dont forget he hurts Dan a lot am I not supost to protect my friend"
"You are just not in that way "
I scuffed and walking too my window and started trowing rocks from my window to Jaxs since he and mark live right next to us
He soon opens his window
"Dude you could hear your mom from my place it was scary what happened?"
"Nothing mama just yelled at us and took our phones away and now Sean is mad at me because I was trying to. protect Dan and what happened with Mr Dobrik"
"Nothing he forgot about you and any news on the girl"
"Yeah her name is alexia she is pan and ace like me and has depression because he parents are always out and she is a selective mute"
"Phil is good at his job isn't he "
"Yep well I should go dont want my mama yelling at me "
"Good bye"
"Bye"
I closed my window and started to sing
Soon after words mama left and I pulled out my cigerets and lit one
"Come on Max you know I hate them"
"Dude its fine and did you forget about tonight "
"What "
"Mama goes back to irleland for cousin Angela's wedding that she didnt invite us too"
"So that means "
"Drunk night baby she just left "
We ran to the kitchen and took the vodka and beer from the alcohol cubberd and ran back into our room
"I'm still surprised mama hasn't found out yet " I say taking a puff from my cigerete
"Me too"
"Wait"
I walked out of our room into ma's and put in The combo to her safe and got our phones
I Walked back into the room
"A phone for you and a phone for me"
"you did not"
"Oh but I did, you have no idea how many things I've stole from ma from her safe the password is so easy plus she has it on her safe so"
"But its still a bad idea to steal from her"
"Dude dont worry ive only stole 5 dollars at a time that buys me like 2 cigarette box's and I dont smoke that much."
"But you still do, thats bad for you!"
"Says you, your the one drinking vodka right now you could become an alcoholic at least all I'm doing is drinking beer and smoking"
"Your just as bad as me."
"what ever I dont need this"
I say as I get up taking my beer with me and walking out of the house into the park close to the house with Sean yelling my name
I get to the park and saw Alexia sitting in the bench listening to music so I decided to sit next to her not caring if people saw me with a cigarette the only people I care about seeing me with one is Jax Dan and my ma
Alexia looked at me in a questioning look but then went back into what ever she was doing drawing I think
"hey I'm max BTW "
She wrote on a peice of paper and have it too me
~i know~
"Yeah you probably did I'm sorry I'm really bad at meeting people and just talking to people in general"
She wrote on the paper again
~its fine I am too~
i started too smoke again and as I did Alexia pushed her paper toward me
~can you please stop I don't like smoke and it is bad for you~
I put my cigarette out
"Um yeah sure I'm sorry I just fight with my brother so I'm kinda stressed out"
~i don't recomend smoking though~
"I don't care about it"
"MAX YO"
I look behind me and saw Dan and Phil walk up to me and Alexia
Wow buzz kills
I smiled at Dan but glared at Phil who had a smirk on his face
"Hey guys"
I felt Alexias paper rub agents me
~I'm going to leave I've been out here for so long and my mom is worried~
I frowned as she got up and walked away
"Guys it was my moment what the hell"
I said groaning
"hey it was phils fault he decided to go out "
"I knew Alexia goes to the park every Tuesday and Jax texting me that you where gone after a fight with your brother so I guessed"
"I dont get why Jax is friends with you "
"Why are you friends with Dan"
"Because I've known Dan forever and he was my first friend "
"Why do you think Jax knows me I've known him forever since the 4th grade but I moved here then a while after he moved and we are still friends "
Speaking of Jax
"Oh everybody is here"
Dan and Phil let go of each others hands because I'm the only one who knows about them
"Yeah"
"What is up my emigos"
"Nothing just Max and phil going threw there daily rutines oh yelling at eachother this time about you let them finish"
I look back at Phil ignoring them
"what did I ever do to you, why me why use my incicuritys and make me feel bad"
"Because your the only one who says shit to me And defends yourself come on I'm Dan's ... Best friend and he doesnt say shit to me I'm scared to say anything to jax cause he is something ,you your tough and you know when to pick a fight and when not too I know you won't do anything to me"
I just look at him where both tired of fight with each other it always happened
I push him out of my way and walked away again but this time crying not something I do often I go to the nearest cliff that I like to go to, to clear my mind
I sit down next to the biggest tree and just start crying so hard
Got I hate life
I hate being the one everyone is scared of
I hate being the one people get into fights with
And I hate that Phil Lester is the only one who knows about it