Alone

Chapter 11

- Christina's POV -

"You what!?" I asked.

"You heard me. I love you Christina."

"No. You can't."

"Well I do, I really do." Jordan said as he caressed my cheek.

"Jordan, I'm with Jorge. You can't love me."

"I know and you love him. You love him so much. But just please, one kiss?" He asked, I could see it in his eyes, he was about to cry and so was I. I nodded as I leaned in. When our lips touched it felt like magic. I was amazed at what this boy could do to me. It was a strange feeling he gave me, I couldn't even describe it if i tried. All I know is that it was incredible. It took all my strength and willpower to pull away from him. The effect he had on me was scary, unlike anything I'd experienced before. But I didn't love him, I was sure of it. I loved Jorge, more than anything in the world. If not love, then what was it that I felt for Jordan?

After our kiss Jordan got up and left as I continued to get ready. I then went back into the kitchen where the others were waiting. We got our stuff together and went back into the park, where we walked around and went on all different rides. Everything was normal until Allison came to talk to me.

"Jordan told you he loves you?" She asked.

"How do you know?" I asked.

"Ever since you two had your 'talk' in your room, you have been avoiding each other and barely making eye contact. It doesn't take an idiot to figure out what happened."

"Do you think Jorge and Adam have noticed?"

"I said idiot, not retard." She said as I shook my head and laughed.

"Do you love him?" She asked me.

"No. I love Jorge, he's the one Allison."

"Who do you think brought Jorge back into your life? Cause I'm telling you it wasn't me." As soon as she said that she walked away, leaving me confused. Why would Jordan want me to be with another guy if he loves me? It just doesn't make sense.

I spent the next hour deep in thought, just thinking about what Allison said to me. Jorge noticed that I was a bit out of it and came over to talk to me.

"You ok babe?" He asked.

"Yeah I'm fine. Why?"

"You just seem a little ... I don't know-- are you sure you're ok?"

"I'm fine Jorge. You don't need to worry about me."

"But I do worry and I know when you're not fine. Just tell me what's wrong?"

"Jorge, I'm fine! Just leave me alone!" I raised my voice, causing everyone near us to turn and look, including Jordan who had the biggest smirk on his face.

After my little outburst at him, Jorge kept his distance. Only looking at me occasionally, when he thought I wouldn't notice. The rest of the day pretty much sucked. So much for the happiest place on earth.

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It's been a few days since I got back from Disneyland. Jorge and I had a couple more fights and now I'm not speaking to him. I'm also not speaking to Jordan. Adam is on tour with his band and Allison is just always busy. So I have no one to talk to and nothing to do, that was until Justin Timberlake showed up at my house.

"How's my favourite diva doing?" He asked, as I opened my front door.

"Nice to see you too Justin." I laughed.

"Can I come in?" He asked.

"Sure." I said as I lead him into the lounge.

"So, I have thought of possibly the greatest plan ever." He beamed.