I finally made my new cover, hope you like it, plus I love the song It's Over, isn't it?, from Steven Universe.
Lucy's Pov
Okay. I've had thoughts lately about Loke and I. I want us to break up but I don't want to break his heart doing so. I should pick those flowers and see if I should break up with him or not.
Ok let's see.
*there are 8 petals in the flower*
Should I break up with him
Should I not
Should I
Should I not
Should I
Should not
Should I
Should I not
Whew. I was hoping for that answer. Then it's settled. I'm not breaking up with Loke. Argghhhhh. Maybe I should ask someone about this. But who? Wait, I know just the guy.
I quickly grab my phone and call him.
Hello?
Hey Ivan,been awhile
Oh hey Lucy how's things been
Good Good but I need you
Wow there,that just sounded wrong you know I have a girlfriend right
Uyyyy, I swear you just think wrong, I didn't mean it like that I need your help and yeah i know you have a girlfriend.
Help? Help with what
I have a boyfriend but recently he hasn't been paying much attention to me lately and he's been hanging around his ex lately.
Oooooo, I never knew you had a boyfriend but all seriousness what's with this guy,he sounds like a total prick, want me to kill him for you
No,I'm good but should I break up with him
Ok, Lucy ima be honest with you......That guy.....I don't know what you see in him and he should be giving you love and affection all of this time, that's what a good boyfriend would do, trust me I'm a boyfriend myself
But the thing is I still love him
Ohhhh, but ok look what do you love about him cuz I still don't understand what it is and my opinion is to break up but I ain't gonna force you to do something since it's your life not mine
What I love about him?, Pbbbbfffffffttt that's easy I love his......
Well?
I just realized,I don't remember what I loved about him, we've been distant for so long that my feelings went away and I just kept saying I loved him, I'm such an idiot
No you're not, that guy is
*smile* you know what ima do it, thanks for the talk Ivan
No problem and if you need someone to kill that guy just call me
That won't be necessary but in case I will
Sounds good bye
Bye
Alright I've made up my mind. I'm going to do it. I'm going to break up with Loke. First thing tomorrow. But for now, Ima go to sleep and think about it.
*next day*
OK. Its the day I finally break up with him. Let me just text him to meet me at the park.
-Loke can you meet me at the park, I need to tell you something
I sent the message. It said it was delivered but he didn't respond. Of course. Wait, I finally got something.
-OK, I actually have something to tell you as well
He has something to tell me as well? Wonder what it could be.
Loke's POV
It's finally time that I tell her. I haven't been talking to her lately because of how I forgot our 1 month anniversary and I can't face her. So I started talking to Aries, and my feelings for her came back and I don't want Lucy to know my feelings for her are gone.
But I have to break up with her, then she'll think that I never loved her and I actually did but those feelings are gone.
And when she texted me that she had something to say, I thought that's a perfect time to break up.
Lucy's POV
*time skip to the park*
OK Lucy. It's time, do it now or else it'd be never. I see him over there waiting by a tree. He waves at me. I wave back.
"So Lucy, you said you needed something to tell me"?
" huh, oh r-right well you see before I say this plz don't be mad at me and I'm sorry if this breaks your heart", I go on rambling unknown of what I was saying.
"Whatever you say won't get me mad, I love you now latter what you do".
That moment when he said that.
Loke's POV
Dammit, I should've had said that. If I try breaking up with her now, she'll think I lied when I told her. Ans she looks like she's going thru things. Looks like the big news will have to wait.
Lucy's POV
When he said that. I knew.
.
.
.
.
I couldn't. I couldn't break up with him. He still loves me. I guess it'll have to wait.
"So what were you gonna say?".
"Huh right, um I forgot well I gotta go, see you in class?".
"Uhh yeah later".
I ran from the park. Stupid me, why didn't I do it when I had the chance. I see Ivan and Levy coming towards me.
"So did you do it?", asks Ivan Excititly.
"Well....".
"Well nothing, how did it go", Levy says.
"I-, uhh we're..... Still together", I say rubbing my head.
"WHAT", both Ivan and Levy say in unison.
" WHY DIDN'T YOU DO IT, I THOUGHT YOU TOLD ME LAST NIGHT YOU WERE GONNA DO IT", yells Ivan.
"Uyyy I swear, the 50% of me wants to scream at you and other 50% wants me to bitch slap you a million times", Says Levy throwing a tantrum.
"Guys, he said he loved me, I couldn't break his heart, I'll have to do it another day".
"*sigh*fine,we'll give you space we're sorry we yelled".
"It's no problem, I'll do it soon I promise".
"Mmmmm, k but you better".
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Not like before(Nalu)
Fanfiction"Lucy what happened to you". "Why are you so distant and mean". "You used to be so nice, caring, friendly". " Your not like before". Those were all of the words Lucy kept hearing over and over. Ever since the stuff that's been going in in her life...
