"Lucy what happened to you".
"Why are you so distant and mean".
"You used to be so nice, caring, friendly".
" Your not like before".
Those were all of the words Lucy kept hearing over and over. Ever since the stuff that's been going in in her life...
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Ughhh where am I. Huh? There isn't anyone. Everything is just so bright. Wait. Does this mean I was successful??? Did I succeed on killing myself. I don't know if I should be happy or sad. Wait, Natsu was still telling me everything tho, why'd i have to die when he was about to say everything ugh. Oh well maybe he didnt mean all of that. Still I don't know where am I, so I should walk around. • • • There's nothing but golden plains. Until................
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Gah!
"Oh I'm sorry I shouldn't have startled you like that, btw I'm Mavis Vermillion", said the smiling blonde with winged headband.
" oh hello I'm Lucy-".
"Heartfilia, yes I know who you are. You just died 2 minutes ago".
Okay that's kind of weird to say but this girl looks nice, I thought.
" You died but not in a good way, why would you think about the S word you had so much to live for, how could you throw that away and hurt the people you love".
"It's......for the best, I wasn't happy and some people don't even like me and wanted me dead so what's the point of living", I said looking down.
" yes Ik but what about the people there that actually love you-"
"THERE ISN'T ANYONE WHO CARES ABOUT ME MAVIS THAT'S THE WHOLE REASON WHY I LEFT", I snapped tearing up a little.
She went quiet, dang it I hope I didn't hurt her feelings.
"If people didn't love or care about you, then why are they crying" , she says making a circle showing all my friends crying.
Levy crying while Gajeel is holding her, I can tell he wants to cry a little bit he's holding them in. Juvia is crying on Gray who is also crying. Ivan is being held by Wendy and they're both crying together.
I realized I haven't checked my phone all day so i check and see his message, which wasn't to yell at me but caring about me.
Somewhere else in the circle is Natsu trying to get to my unconscious body who is being held back by the nurses, which he is also crying alot.
"These were the people you hurt in doing what you did, it doesn't matter if some people hate you if there's people that like you then you have no reason to care bout the others that don't like you",said Mavis.
" oh my gawd, I'm so sorry you guys", I said covering my mouth while tears run down my face.
"You don't die for your friends, you live for them(sound familiar?)", said Mavis trying to be the wise person.
"Mavis is there any way I could go back to being alive I don't want to die yet, you made me realize these people need me and I can't live without Natsu", I said pleaded to Mavis hoping that there's a solution.
"hmmmm I mean there isn't a way But I can tell you wanna go back and plus you died of suicide so I think I can do something",she smiled.
" thank you thank you mavis!!!! " I cried while hugging her.
"Don't thank me yet, just stand there and I'll use my magic on you", she commanded.
I stood at where she told me to stand. Wait did she say magic?
"Oh sky around us, don't take this young thing yet, let her live a bit till her actual death comes, so I, Mavis Vermillion send this thing back to the earthworld", she chanted.
A sharp pain thru at me and I went thru what looked like dimensions and next thing you know I'm in the hospital again. I see Natsu crying in Natsu's arms saying he wished he died instead of me.
"SHE'S ALIVE?!" , said the doctor.
"LUCY, OH MAH G, YOU'RE ALIVE IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING DON'T EVER SCARE OR LEAVE ME, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU IMAGINE", Natsu said crying while hugging and kissing Lucy.
"I'm fine Natsu don't worry", I kissed him and he kissed back.
*4 months later*
I still have depression a little bit but it's getting better and I'm not as bad as before. Natsu is helping me deal with it. The rumors have died down and everyone loves me. They found out everything were all lies. My parents are still dead sadly but I know they're doing ok and they're watching over me. My parent's murder is having a nice time in prison. Frank is my new guardian since he acts like a dad to me.
My life ain't perfect but then again that's how life gets. So for anyone who is suffering depression trust me I know things can get rough but those experiences will be put behind you. Bad things dont last forever, you're a strong person you can do anything. If you are thinking about suicide plz don't it isn't worth. You're taking the permanent route to a temporary solution, there's people who love you and if you were to leave them, you're passing your pain onto them. God gave us a reason to live, yeah he made life rough but he knows why he makes it rough because even if it's tough it makes us stronger. So don't ever think about suicide and if you are call 1-800-273-8255.
Whoooof the story has finally ended but yeah thx y'all for liking it. If you liked this story, Then stick around on my account because I'm going to make a new book in a few days idk if I should make it gruvia or nalu. I'll make up my mind but people I hope this inspired you I don't want any of you lovelies to think about death. It really isn't the best, and if you want someone to talk to. Feel free to text me and I'm always here to listen, anyways Mar out✌. See y'all on my next book
