Hey......i know I haven't updated for a while. My depression has been getting worse and worse than before. It's been consuming me and making me lose interest in almost everything especially wattpad. I have also been losing motivation easily too. Im not asking for forgiveness but I just want to apologize for making u wait for so long normally I'd update right away but now it's different, and for that I'm sorry😔. Much love💟- Nugget~Chan
Lucy's Pov
Finally, today is the day I leave this filthy ranch. No more flies, no more perverts, no more grandma telling you about your weight.
"Lucy come on we're leaving",calls out my mom.
"Coming", I walk to get my charger and stop. I turned around and went to hug my uncle goodbye since I didn't get the chance.
"Bye tio, te quede mucho", I said. "Igualmente mijita see you in a week and don't forget your hat", he hands me my fedora.
"Gracias, goodbye" ,I wave and run to the car and enter.
*time skip to their arrival in San Miguel*
"See that dear, that's the place where a stupid guy hit me with his car when I was riding my bike home, ah memories", explains my dad pointing to the corner.
That's something I'd pay to see, I thought.
"Ah, we're here, we could even see your uncle Viktor", said my mom.
We got off the car and came rushing my aunt to hug me.
" My mija finally comes to San Miguel, ahhhh I'm so happy", says my aunt squeezing I mean hugging me to death.
"Ack".
" Nice to see you too Martha", says my mom a little jealous.
"Oh sorry Layla I just love your little Lucy and after all she's my favorite niece", she says hugging my mom and dad.
I entered their pharmacy and go in thru the passage that leads to the house. It was 3 stories high, 6 rooms, 3 bedrooms, 4 living rooms, 2 dining rooms, and a roof. I was amazed at how many rooms there was and the space.
"Lucy dear, let me take your luggage to the master bedroom guest room", says my uncle.
"Wait I'm getting the masteroom?, I can't take it, isn't it your room?".
"We have 2 master bedrooms and you'll take the guest master room".
We go to the room and leave my luggage on the wall.
" You can be in here for a bit but later we're going to a party", Viktor says leaving. He stops and turns "also would you like some mango,it's good?"
"Uh sure".
He left and I decided to text Natsu to let him know that I'm here.
Hey Natsu, I'm here away from Michoacan and in San Miguel, but anyways how's your day babe😊
No response.
Huh. That's weird, every time I text him he usually responds right away. Oh well, I'll text him later. Let's decide on what I'll wear.
Natsu's POV
Erghhhhhhh. I don't know is whats going on with me. My heart....... I feel like I'm losing feelings for Lucy, but when I text, call, hear her name, or look at a photo of her I fall in love with her again. I don't know what's going on, it's like the less I'm with her, my feelings are drifting away.
She texted me right now but I'm not gonna answer. I need to fix my feelings and find out what's going on.
*few hours later*
Lucy's POV
Me and my family are getting in a car that's supposedly taking us to the party. I was sent to the back seat and as it started. I started feeling nauseous and dizzy for some unknown reason.
We get there and I get out but I don't feel good. I try to talk but my voice suddenly disappeared like I couldn't talk or something. The first thing everyone does was go look at the statue of Jesus Christ.
I was going over there till my legs felt weak and my stomach started feeling really bad. I tuned on my mom's dress.
"Lucy dear what's the matter, can't u see I'm busy taking this beautiful state's photo", said my mom paying attention to the statue.
She finally shrugged and looked at me. Since my voice was lost, I covered my mouth and kept pointed at it. She was puzzled then she got the gist.
"Ohhh you're hungry, come on dear don't worry we'll get you food", she smiles.
I face palmed and then something started going up. I had no time to rush to the bathroom, so I ran to the nearest bush and barfed. Everyone just looked at me but I didn't really care.
Then suddenly I lost sight of what I was doing and collapsed.
"LuCyYYyY, SOmEonE geT a DoCter AsAP", said the familiar voice. I finally lost vision.
*few moments later*
"Look sHe's WakiNg uP". I couldn't see well but I saw that I was on a bed in a room.
I got my vision back and see my dad, aunt, uncle, and cousins releived and worried. Although I couldn't say the same for my mom she looked hella pissed.
"Well well well, look who finally woke up from their nap", angrily says my mom.
"What?".
"Dont "What" Me, young Missy, because of you we created a scene and people are spreading rumors about us and you never told me you were feeling sick", my mom yells at me.
"Layla hush your mouth, all this isn't little Lucy's fault we were the ones not paying attention to her feelings and her health after all she wasn't well yesterday either", says back my aunt to my mom
"Not everything is about her ya know and plus her health is being a pain in the butt in this trip, little pipsqueak should've opened her mouth and tell us something she has a mouth for a reason".
Everyone starts getting in an argument. I caused this? Im a pain? Well now I know feel really bad, I ruined this for everyone. All around are just people bringing me down. I turn to the wardrobe and see my phone. I reach for it and immediately text Natsu.
Natsu, you there?
He saw the message but just left me on seen. How rude.
Natsu please don't ignore me I don't know what I did wrong and if I did I'm sorry, please I need you right now😔😢
Lucy.... Now isn't really the best time.
What? Why???
I'm um doing stuff
And you can't put that aside to comfort me, my mom just made me feel worthless and you're over here leaving me on seen
....
Look I don't have time for this ill text you when I can, I just don't want to talk to you
I MEAN I CAN'T TALK TO YOU
My heart stopped. Did he really say that?
Oh. Ok. Well bye I guess.....
I love you
Yeah sorry.
Why didn't he say I love you back?? He always said that back? What's going on? What's he hiding from me? And why is everyone making me feel worthless at a time like this.
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Not like before(Nalu)
Fanfic"Lucy what happened to you". "Why are you so distant and mean". "You used to be so nice, caring, friendly". " Your not like before". Those were all of the words Lucy kept hearing over and over. Ever since the stuff that's been going in in her life...
