•SURVIVE.•/ _GratefulDNA_

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Lauren's Pov
Y/n was really close to me, but I could feel she wasn't this close to kiss me, I felt her anger.

"You..." she looked down and back to me.

"You made me fucking lose her. You fucking lured me into doing that, you should have been the one in that fucking place...I FUCKING LOST HER!" She screamed and I backed up, I was scared of her, I saw a monster while she was screaming, I felt a hand grabbing me taking me away from that monster.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!" She screamed and Alex was pushed out.

What's wrong with her?
I can't look at her the same way anymore. Alex stood back up and had the saddest look in his eyes.
"I'm really sorry Lauren, it usually happens when she's mad...but she never lets it out on someone..." he said and I felt a tear roll down my cheek.

A few days later

Alex's Pov
Y/n, hasn't came out of the room in a while and I had to bandage her hands because she kept punching the walls, but once in a while she would put herself in danger by going out of the window and screaming to get the Roamers attention and kill them.
I had to sleep in the same room to make sure she wouldn't do anything stupid.

It was late, I was about to sleep on the small couch there suddenly I heard her speaking.

"Madison..Let's go, you don't belong here...ITS NOT SAFE." She said and I saw that she was sleeping.

"Madison I'm sorry, I thought I'd make her happy by doing that, I didn't mean to let you down!" She said and I started connecting the dots.

She thinks Tiera is Madison.

I ran to Lauren's and Camila's room knocking, then I heard footsteps.

"Alex, what's going on?" she asked and I looked back at Y/n's room, I grabbed her hand and lead her to the room, she stopped me.

"I'm not going in there." she said and i understood that she was like this because of what happened.

"Lauren, if you want to understand what's wrong with Y/n you have to." I told her and she sighed and followed me.

I let her sit on the couch and I sat on the ground next to my sister.

"Mads, she doesn't mean anything, I swear I love you! I'm sorry I made a mistake." Lauren furrowed her brows.

"Please...I can't lose you! I lost my family, I only have Alex left, please don't leave me." after that, Lauren's eyes softened.

Suddenly there was silence, I got up and sat next to Lauren.

"Lauren, she thinks Tiera is her girlfriend Madison." after I said that she looked at Y/n.

"She has a girlfriend?" She asked and I nodded, she frowned.

"She told me that she's been looking for her the moment this shit happened, she's been looking for her before she even knew you girls, she's acting like this because in her mind she finally got her girlfriend back, when in reality she didn't, Madison has been with her for since middle school, they've been really close, Y/n...well...sh-"

suddenly Y/n started speaking again.

"Faith, hey Princess, I missed you...you're really pretty with those wings." I stopped and listened carefully to what she was saying about our baby sister.

"Don't worry your Big Bro will come back, I'll take care of you for now Fie, but promise me to be a good girl when I leave, I'll bring you presents...yeah, Lex probably got you something cool...wait...where are you going? Faith?"

I wiped a tear that was falling. "Fuck." I said and got out of the room, I leaned on the railing and burrowed my face in my hands.

"Alex?" I saw Dinah, she walked my direction and hugged me.

"Babe, what happened?" I shook my head.

"Don't worry, sorry if I woke you guys up." I said as I kissed her.

"it's okay, tell me what's up, did Y/n leave?" She asked, I shook my head.
"We'll explain tomorrow." I said and she looked confused.

"We? You had a fight with Y/n?" She said.

"No, when Y/n is angry or stressed out sometimes she talks to herself in her sleep." I walked back to Y/n's room and Lauren was next to her.
"...I'm fucking sorry Lauren, I didn't mean anything I said, I'm just really under pressure at the moment, I'm trying to do so many things at once while keeping all of you safe that it fucked me up, please forgive me, I've never been this stressed out in my life, I'm sorry If I won't be able to love you, I have to get Madison back, I'm sorry if I treated you badly, you don't deserve me, I'm a fucking monster. There aren't many people in the world now, but I'm sure you'll find someone better than me." Lauren held Y/n's hand.

"I'm sorry too...but I won't find anyone as caring as you are." She said and kissed her cheek.

Dinah and I walked back to her room to leave them some space.
I laid next to her not able to sleep.