Love or hate

Cold world no snuggy

I woke up that morning feeling happy. No one made me feel how you did. made me feel like something special, something worth fighting for.

I stayed after school that day again. So desperately wanting to see you. so desperate to feel your lips on mine again. I finished gathering my things at my locker and went looking for you.

On the third floor sitting on the stairs I found you kissing another girl. you looked like you were enjoying her. A sudden flame of jealousy went threw me. I raced out of the school making as much noise as possible. Tears running down my face, they were coming like Niagara falls I couldn't stop them. I ran until my legs couldn't anymore. my head burning from the heat and millions and words and pictures flying threw my head. my face wet with my salty tears and my hands sweaty and red from clenching them into a fist for so long. I couldn't help but thinking I was nothing again, to everyone. Or was I always nothing and just got mixed up.