Love or hate

Such a fool

I've fooled myself, how am I possible going to forget about Erick if all I can think about is Erick.

I threw myself of my queen size bed covered in princesses and ripped of my clothes and hoped In my princess themed shower. I had no idea what I was getting ready for but all I know is I had to do it fast. After my skin burning hot shower i ripped open every draw I had to find something sexy but not slutty to wear. All I had was turtle necks, boot cuts, and granny dresses. "Honey! you didn't eat dinner are you okay?" I jumped the sound of my mom at my door.

"Yes I'm alright, going out with a couple of friends okay?" Making my mom think I had friends wasn't much work she never asked about them or who were they

"Okay, don't come back to late." I heard her foot steps walk towards her room. as soon as I heard her door close I went back to rummaging threw my clothes. finally at the bottom of my draw I found a dress that I bought in Texas with my cousin shawnty. It was a black leather dress. length of a mini skirt and a zipper going all the way down infront. and a V neck so that it made my C sized cups looked like a D. I threw on some laced stockings and my gold and black combat boots. last thing to do was my hair and make up and to be honest I don't have a clue what make up is or how to apply. I quickly grabbed my phone and called the most Stuck up, richest, fashionista I knew in school,Debra Johnson. It only took three rings and she answered the phone. "Heyy tutor wassup? I thought our month was done nerd?" she said and I knew she was smirking at her own joke. "Hey thanks for the insult but I need a favor, it's urgent" she took the longest pause that almost made me shrivel up and die because she was my last hope, well my only hope, see I don't have any friends. "sure, what is it and talk fast" I let out the breath I've been holding in "I need help with hair and make up, I wanna surprise someone tonight" I didn't know I was going to Erick's house until I said that into the phone.