Love or hate

Our night

Erick was standing at the window staring at.....actually I don't know what he was looking at. "what are you looking for?" I asked as I walked over to him by the window. He turned his head to look at me and smiled. "i was looking for your eyes" he whispered to me. My Brain rushed to find the meaning of his statement but I didn't know what he ment. "your eyes shine so bright it's almost like the moon on a really dark night, and the way you look at me when I'm talking to you makes me feel so special jess, the way your left eye squints as your lips part to breath in another breath, all of those little things just make me fall in love with you." He reached out and stroked my Cheek and his hand against my cheek made my heart stop and my legs shake.I couldn't find a single word to say, it was as if my brain had shriveled up and lost all thought. I watched as he leaned in so close that I could smell his vodka stained breath and feel his warm breath hitting the skin on my face. My heart pounding louder and louder as he got closer and closer to my lips. Secretly in my head I was yelling at him to come closer faster. His soft sweet lips touched mine and he stepped closer to me and wrapped his hand around my back pulling me as close as possible. I felt his right hand travel down my back slowly and Cupped my butt and squeezed. we started tumbling to The bed in the center of the room. Erick laid me down kissing my neck softly then the top of my breast and back up to my lips. His hand traveled down each leg and took of my Steve Madden stilettos. I could hear the loud thumb they made as they hit the floor one by one. I felt my dress going up, in my head I was screaming no don't but my body was screaming more more. I kissed Erick harder and faster as I struggled to take off his shirt. As I laid my warm hands on Erick's bear chest, I felt his tong explore my mouth making every inch of it hot and steamy. As I thought this moment couldn't be any better. I couldn't find the strength to kiss Erick no longer, my head rolled back in enjoyment. I felt my body sizzle as he went in deeper into me, making us one for the night. I heard myself moaning for pleasure but couldn't quite believe that it was me. I felt every movement he made inside of me, he made me feel extreme. I was loving the pain that it made me feel with a passion. I warped my right leg around his back while my left was warped around his right pressing down on the mattress. my hands traveling down his back and clenching unto his back. I never wanted to be separated from his love ever again.