Love or hate

The party

I stood still in my six inch heels next to the marble table in the kitchen. I stood there hearing the music run threw my ears. I watched as couples in the corner make out like there was no tomorrow. so compassionate and thirsty for one another, this made me shake my head in discuss. I rested my hand on the table so that I could keep my balance because of every beat the music made I felt myself shake with the floor. This wasn't my environment, Not what I was use to I have to get out of here. But something held me back and I couldn't get my legs to take another step towards the front door. "Jess!!???" I revolved to the sound of my voice behind me. "Erick?" As my mouth said his name my stomach twisted and turned and my heart fell. I don't know why I was scared to see him, isn't that why I was here in the first place? "What are you doing at a place like this!!?" Erick questioned me, my cheeks became warm but boy was I glad I was a hazel nut skinned girl, he couldn't tell I was blushing. I smiled sheepishly and replied "what, I can't be a party animal too?" Erick laughed historically and pulled me by the hand. we walked threw the crowed hand in hand Erick pulling me from behind. I felt my bare arm touching sweaty chest and my butt being grabbed by shirtless guys dancing around me. I felt so uncomfortable in this place, so Nasty and trashy. I was completely lost in my thoughts only walking where I felt my body being pulled until all the sudden there was light, silence, and privacy. It wasn't completely silence but now my ears weren't twitching to the beat of the music and I could stand still without worrying I might fall over because the floor was shaking.