I wanna run away. From everything. I want to run away from my life . I want to run away from this stupid house. I want to run away from all my friends. Most of all, I want to run away from my own mind.
I don't want to wake up in that room and think of you anymore. It hurts too much thinking of you and what happened. You had so much going for you. You just needed a few more months to see the things I saw from the start. I want to run away from my friends so I can finally stop fucking up and hurting them. I want to run away from being a shitty girlfriend. I want to run away from my shitty family life. I want to run away from all the bad and all the things I've fucked up. I'm not worth the fight. Stop fighting for me. Because one day, you're gonna wake up and I'll be gone. Whether it's gone from your life, or gone for good. I don't want to keep fighting. I want to run away, dibs forever peace and stop fucking hurting the people I love and myself too.
