NOAH: Her Forbidden Beast

*CHAPTER 34*

MIA

It has been a week since I had told Noah. A week. We have been spending a lot of time together. In secret of course. When we are in the public, we would have to pretend that we weren't anything to each other. But he would leave subtle hints here and there of his affection. Like if he walks past me, he would lightly touch my hand or he would rub his chest against my arm when reaching for something. I would do the same. I would purposely bump into him and squeeze his hand before walking away. I smiled at the thought. 

But it was in secret that our affection for each other is on full display. We would sometimes lye in bed together in silence. Just being in each other's company was good enough for us. We would always go to the garden library where I played for him. Except it was more different now. He wouldn't pretend not to listen anymore. He wouldn't read. He would sit on the piano chair with my sitting in between his legs while playing. Having his full attention. 

Noah had also become much more protective and possessive. I think it was partly because of my secret I told him of Alpha kendrick. He was still furious the next morning. He hated the thought of Kendrick touching me. But i think it was also because he had released his Lycan back to himself again. He is just more of a...wolf now. 

Right now I was checking on Solomon's wounds from last week. Just making sure everything was okay. Soul was shirtless and sitting in front with his back to me. I wasn't affected by it at all. But Noah certainly was. When I asked Solomon to meet me in the lounge in five minutes, Noah pulled me into the hallways and growled me. He didn't like the thought of me being alone with another male. But I convinced him that I will only be checking his wounds and thats it. 

Once I was finally finished I let Solomon go. As I went up the stairs, Noah's office door was slightly gaped. I smiled, I decided to walk in and see what he was doing. When I walked in, he didn't notice me straight away. He was so concentrated on what he was doing. That is until I clicked the door shut. Noah gaze instantly lifted to my own. Though his face looked emotionless, his eyes softened. I walked towards him. He pull his chair out slightly. He grabbed me around the waist and gently pulled me towards him. I quietly laughed and placed my hands on his shoulders. 

"Finally, you're done with that mutt."

I giggled and shook my head, "I don't know why you're so worried. I don't feel anything for him. He's not my mate."

"It does matter. I don't like you being alone with other males. I should be the only one you're alone with."

"I had to tend to his wounds."

Noah pulled me unto his lap. he leaned in and whispered, "You should only be tending to my wounds. You should only be with me. I don't want you with other males without me being there."

"There are going to be times where I will have to be around other males Noah. And you won't be around forever."

I could see his eyes flash with sadness. Our time is almost up. Lizzy could give birth at any day. I have been trying to avoid this, but our time has almost come to and end. 

I shook my head, "Sorry, I shouldn't have brought it up. It's just been on my mind."

Noah leaned back and sighed while staring at me. "You know what my favorite moments with you are?" He asked. 

"No."

"That moment where I see your lips slowly tilt into a smile. Your eyes shine, and your heart is on complete display. Just for me. And right at that moment, it's just pure perfection. That is what I'll miss the most about you"

I felt the tears build in my eyes. "I already feel like I've lost you. Every time I'm with you, I feel so safe and happy and loved...and I don't want this to become a memory. I want it to keep going."