chosen | m.yg + p.jm

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|Yoongi

"Does she not like me being with you?"

Those words that I hoped he wont say, he said.

It turned into complete silence. Jimin looking down at his lap while fiddling with his fingers-- Biting his lip. He is probably thinking of what to say right now.

I feel so bad, I hate myself..

Though we're not that close, and just became friends the past few days, Jimin has been lightening up my boring days into exciting ones.

I do not want to lose a friend like that.

It's like losing a member of a family.

I sighed deeply, I turned my head to Jimin, making eye contact. His eyes are droopy-- It's as if it just wants to cry a waterfall or just sleep. I can't really read him, but his eyes clearly say that he's unhappy. I don't see his eyes like this. His eyes usually smile in unison with his grin..

.

But because of me, those eyes faded away and turned melancholy.

He sighed deeply, and broke eye contact.

"...hyung, I'll.. i'll go now..." He said in his unusual droopy voice which made me feel even worse.


I tried to stop him, "No, it's dark. At least let me take you.."


He gently put his hands over mine, and took off the hands wrapping around his wrist which was mine.

"It's okay hyung, I'll be fine." He forced a smile and told me so.

As I stare at the back that is slowly fading awaying and disappearing out of my sight, many thoughts runs through my head.


What did I just do..?

I lost a friend. It hurts, though we haven't spent much time together. It made matters worse.

A tear escaped my eye, followed by another until I become a sobbing mess. I stopped, but my heart didn't.

As I rub my eyes to see clearly from the tears blocking my sight, I see a familiar girl in the distance.

I squint my eyes to see someone I didn't want to see again.

My eyes being readable as fuck, shouting "I've cried over a friend today!" "It's even a boy!"

Of course, she would know. What kind of mother wouldn't? But then again, what kind of mother beats up her son just because of it?

Reading my expression, her lips formed a smirk as she turned her back away from me.

Though I was worried, furious and wistful because of what happened tonight, I became numb to those mixed feelings and ended up not caring.

But no matter how mixed and dismal my feelings were, I will never forget the boy that made my life even just a little bit better.

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im sorry im making short updates now ;_;