Make It Stop

10. Accept it

Hailey

My heart skipped a beat, and it felt like my lungs were about to explode.

''W-What?'' I couldn't say anything more as I looked into Justin's eyes. They were full of anger, guilt and maybe a little sadness. ''You heard me.'' Justin cleared his throat. He stood there, his hands in the pockets of his jeans, his chains bouncing against his body as his chest rose up and down. ''We have to make sure you won't tell anyone what you saw.'' Cole spoke, reminding me of the night when I saw them killing someone. ''I won't tell anyone! I promise!'' Panic took over in my voice while I tried to fight the tears of fear. ''Please, just let me go. Please.'' I looked at Cole and maybe it was just me, but I thought I saw a bit guilt evident in his eyes. ''You have no choice.'' And with that, he looked at Justin. ''Justin show her room.'' It took a few seconds but then Justin turned on his heels before giving Cole a death glare and bumping shoulders with him while he walked away, expecting me to follow him, in which I did.

No words were spoken as we stood in a bedroom with a kingsized bed in front of us. I carefully darted my eyes around the room, moving them from the bed to the wall before noticing a picture frame on the nightstand. I looked closer as I saw a younger Justin with a little girl, they were both smiling at eachother and to be honest, it gave me a little smile myself. ''Is this your room?'' I whispered, not daring to look at him. Justin nodded, not even a readable expression on his face. ''Where are you gonna sleep then?'' ''At home.'' He mumbled. I panicked, I already felt far from safe and if Justin wasn't here I would feel even more worse. As soon as he locked his eyes with my teary ones, he spoke. ''Or I can sleep on the couch downstairs.'' He quickly said before walking over to the door to close it. ''Sit.'' Justin spoke, pointing over to the edge of the bed. I hesitantly walked over and sat down as I blinked away the forming tears in my eyes. Justin began to pace back and forth while plucking at the ends of his hair. My eyes followed his steps but suddenly he stood still, his back turned to me. ''It's all my fault.'' He didn't turn around, his head was a bit bowed and his voice sounded weak. ''Justin don't-'' ''No Hailey, don't say this isn't my fucking fault.'' He cut me off harshly before turning around. ''I should've cut this a long time ago.'' He paused. ''I should've stopped talking to you.'' He became frustrated. ''I should've fucking killed you when I had the chance.'' My breathing stopped as I looked at him in total shock. ''But I couldn't,'' He continued, ignoring my gaze. After he took a deep breath, he spoke again. ''Because you became important to me.'' Sighing, he walked over to me before kneeling down. I avoided his gaze as my eyes darted towards my lap. I nearly flinched as Justin lifted his hand to touch my leg, ''You're scared of me.'' His voice cracking, noticing my tense. Finally, I had the courage to look him in the eyes. They were red, but I saw that he desperately tried not to show any feelings. But he failed. Justin Bieber, known as one of the most careless persons, was cracking in front of me. ''I will leave you alone for a bit.'' He sniffed before standing up and walking over to the door, but I stopped him. ''Justin,'' He stopped walking, but didn't turn around. ''I'm not scared of you.'' I softly spoke, not sure if he heard me. His head lifted up a bit before he sighed, letting me know he did hear me. Without any more words, Justin walked out and softly closed the door behind him. Leaving me sitting on the edge of the king bed, silence taking over. Then, I couldn't push the tears back anymore. They flooded over my cheeks, followed by a lot of sobs. My mind was a mess, just like my heart. All I could do was cry, letting everything out.

Justin

My heart broke as I closed the door behind me, not only because I brought her in trouble. I heard soft sobs coming from her right after I walked out. Deciding to sit against the door, I listened to her sniffles and sobs. This was my punishment for what I did to her, hearing her sob en breaking my own heart. What is she doing with me? Before her, I would laugh and shrug my shoulders if I heard a girl cry, but look at me now. Nearly crying by myself over this. After a while, the sobs slowly stopped. Making me stand up and wanting to check on her, but I shook my head and decided to just go downstairs. ''Is she okay?'' Alfredo asked carefully after I walked into the kitchen where everyone was sitting around the table. ''Ofcourse she's not okay, fuckhead.'' I spat, leaning on the countertop as I lighted a cigarette. The tension was on a high level, I was sending death glares to Cole before he spoke up. ''Justin we're just making sure she'll keep that mouth of hers shut about this.'' He growled, taking a sip from his beer. ''I'm already fucking sure she will Cole!'' I exclaimed, throwing my hands in the air in utter frustration. ''Yeah and how are you so sure about that? Huh? Did you fuck her? Is that it?'' He smirked, making me lose my control. ''You fucking little..'' Unfortunately I got stopped by Alfredo and Frankie when I wanted to walk over and beat the shit out of Cole, who just sat there with his sick smirk on his face. Just when I wanted to fill up the room with curse words, I noticed someone walked into the kitchen. It was Hailey.