Make It Stop

8. This is bad

Justin

I was blushing as I looked at Hailey, afraid of how she'll react. I wasn't a boy that admitted his feelings towards someone, but with her it was so easy. I'm that type of guy that calls this kind of actions gay and look, now I was doing it myself. Well shit, I'm becoming a fucking soft egg. I snapped out of my thoughts as my eyes pierced through Hailey's green ones. Switching her eyes over to the wall behind me, she began to read what I just sprayed on it. Her eyes widened and the corner of her lips pulled up in a small smile. As her cheeks coloured in a bright shade of pink, making me grin softly. Looking at me, she gasped softly. ''Y-you like..'' She paused for a second. ''Me?'' Her eyes seemed like they would almost pop out of her sockets. I bit the inside of my cheek before looking at the ground. ''Y-yeah, I guess..'' I admitted shyly. What? Shyly? Justin Bieber is NOT shy. And with that thought, I slowly took a few steps towards Hailey and stopped right in front of her. Our lips only a few inches away from eachother. I bored my eyes into hers as I switched my glance at her lips. My hot breath touched hers, causing her cheeks to heat up once again.

Hailey

My breathing hitched as his hot breath touched my lips. They began to tingle softly and the urge to kiss him was hard to fight. As if Justin could read my mind, he attached his lips with mine softly. Making all the butterflies in my stomach fly away immediately. Breathing through my nose in a satisfied sigh, I deepened more in the kiss, lifting my hands up to put them on his neck. Goosebumps rose on my skin after I felt Justin's hands traveling around my hips, ending up placing them on my lower back. He walked forwards, causing me to stumble a bit back as I walked backwards with my lips still on his in an embrace. When my back hit the wall behind me, Justin pulled away before piercing his hazel coloured orbs through mine. His cheeks were red because of the heat between us, his body touching mine. I couldn't resist his stare any longer, so this time it was me who took control as I pressed my swollen lips against his. Justin patted my thighs with his hands before lifting me up and letting my legs lock around his muscular torso. Licking my bottom lip with his tongue, he gently asked for permission to deepen our long lasting kiss. Slowly opening my mouth, I let his tongue slip in my mouth as we started a passionate make out session. After a few minutes, we both pulled away breathlessly. We looked at eachother as we softly snickered at our heated expression. Justin slowly put me on the ground again before grabbing both of my hands. ''You're amazing.'' He whispered, brushing some strands of hair from my face. ''You think? I mean I never-'' I got interrupted by a quick kiss on my lips. ''Just accept the compliment babe.'' He snickered at my nervousness. I mentally slapped myself across the face before I looked at the ground. Justin let go of one of my hands and gently pulled me with him as we both walked down the old subway station, the heels of my boots clicking against the concrete ground. Justin then began to climb along the old rail, making me gasp. ''Justin what are you doing!?'' I hissed, not letting go of his hand. ''Come on'' He said, slowly pulling me up, forcing me to climb with him. ''No! Do you know how dangerous that is?!'' I nearly shouted at him. ''Babe I've done this a lot of times, you'll not fall, I promise.'' He soothed. I bit my lip in hesitation before looking around me and started to climb. Justin helped me the whole time, and when we got there, I gasped loudly at the sight in front of me. Justin pulled me in close as we both looked ahead. The sky was turning orange and pink, making the hills in front of us look like a painting. ''This is so beautiful.'' I whispered, not taking my eyes off the sky. ''Yeah..'' Justin sighed before sitting down and pulling me down with him. I ended up sitting between his legs, his arms at each side of me as I traveled my hands down his tattooed arms. ''Thank you.'' I mumbled, gazing at the ground between my legs. ''For what?'' He whispered, his chin leaning on my shoulder and his head nuzzled in my hair. ''For taking me here..'' I stopped for a second ''Just.. thank you for everything.'' I finally said. I felt Justin sigh in my hair. ''Hailey, you have nothing to thank me for..'' He said, though I could barely hear him. ''What do you mean?'' I frowned. ''I brought you in danger, you know..'' He murmured with guilt evident in his raspy voice. I remembered the night when I was taken by those awful guys, the day when I found out Justin's actually one of them. I shook my head, getting rid of the uncomfortable feeling. ''Justin.. Don't.'' I sighed, knowing that his guilt would take over this peaceful moment if we kept going like this. Sighing, his head nodded in agreement even though I noticed he was still tensed up. Turning around in his arms, I faced him. Giving him a little peck before standing up, grabbing his hands as I pulled him up with me. I looked at his saddened eyes for a while before wrapping my arms around his torso and hugging him tightly, letting the silence take over. First, he was taking aback by my sudden 'hug attack' but after a deep sigh, he wrapped his arms around me too and gave me a sweet peck on the top of my head. We just stood there, me breathing in his scent as his body relaxed. ''Come on, we better head back.'' Justin said after a while, pulling away from me slowly. I nodded before I walked back and climbed down with Justin's help. I let out a deep breath as Justin and me stood on the ground safe.

''Let's go.'' He grabbed my wrist, making me hiss softly at the pain. Justin turned his head around to face me, as I met his confused look. I followed his eyes down towards my hands before looking back up to see a shocked Justin staring down at my wrists. I pulled my hands away from his and pulled my sleeves over the bruised skin. ''Did I do that?'' His voice cracked, staring at my covered wrists with a blank expression. Yes, he did. The voice in my head sing sang, but I shook my head. I was telling myself the ropes made those bruises the night I was taken. If that was the truth, the bruises would be gone already by now, he did it that day when you tended his wounds. Shaking my head again, I looked Justin in the eyes even though his eyes were blankly looking down. ''No you didn't.'' I spoke up, I didn't sound too sure about my answer and Justin noticed that. ''Don't lie to me Hailey!'' He spat, causing me to jump a little. He breathed out heavily before tangling his hands in his hair frustrated. I kept quiet, not knowing what I could say to make things better. To be honest I was scared, scared of what he'd do, but it was Justin, he wouldn't do anything to me right? The air grew thick around us, leaving me stuck on the ground, I just couldn't move. ''Fuck'' He harshly said as one fist flew into the air, giving the wall a punch. I got mad for some reason. ''Justin stop!'' I spat at him after the second fist met the brick wall. ''Don't fucking tell me what to fucking do!'' He barked, breathing heavily. What in the world was happening to him? ''You're hurting yourself you fucking idiot!'' My voice cracked because I was nearly shouting at him. I never curse that much, but this time something just snapped. ''Maybe that's because I have a reason to!'' His voice rose up. ''This is all my fucking fault! I should've left you alone after that night!'' His words filled the air in pure hatred, towards himself. I know he meant the night when I was practically kidnapped. ''Well you didn't! And that's okay!'' I spoke back in a frustrating tone. ''That's not fucking okay Hailey! Are you fucking nuts?'' He screamed at me, making me speechless. ''You don't even know what I do, who I am!'' I shook my hands in the air in anger before speaking up to react. ''That's because you won't let me inside that shell of yours!'' I was shouting now. I bit my lip, fighting the urge to spill words out that I would later regret, Just when Justin wanted to spat at me again, voices interrupted from a few meters from us. It was the sound of laughing, causing us to snap our head towards the direction where it came from. We couldn't see anything, the -what sounded like- guys were around the corner of the wall we stood in front of. ''Fuck fuck fuck!'' Justin hissed, leaving me clueless. He looked at me with a stern look, forcing me to stay quiet. Softly pushing me up against the wall, Justin shoved a bit towards the end of it to look around the corner. I heard faint footsteps and realised they were coming closer as the sounds of shoes ticking against the ground were getting louder. Justin hissed something at me I could barely understand before taking a step forwards so that he was now in sight of the group. ''Justin?'' One voice spoke up confused. I nearly gasped as I recognized the voice. 'Kill her.' The voice spoke in the flashback that was now going through my head. The voices behind the corner, was the group that kidnapped me.

I panicked as I saw that Justin walked around the corner of the wall to greet the guys. ''What are you doing here bro?'' Another voice asked which sounded familiair too. ''Uhm, nothing. Just chilling.'' Justin answered normally. Damn, he was good at this. I scooted a bit more away from the corner, making sure they really couldn't see me. Taking soft steps backwards, I gasped as my back bumped into something, even worse, someone. My breathing stopped as I turned around to meet a smirking tall man in front of me.

''Hey guys. Someone is spying us!'' He shouted, still having an awful grin on his face while looking at me.

Well fuck.

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