The next time I opened my eyes, the sun was shining. I looked around and saw the inside of the jeep. Stiles was sleeping with his head against the car door. I smiled at him and snuggled into him a little more. Being close to Stiles is the highlight of everyday. I don't know what it is about him, but he brings light everywhere. His light over shines the darkness in my life and I like it. I need it. I need Stiles. I think I really do have feelings for him. How will I tell him?
I grabbed Stiles' hand and kissed it softly. I don't know why, but I just felt like it. Next, I got up and just looked at him. Imagine he doesn't love me back. If he told me that, I would be so devastated. I can just imagine his face if he said that. I blocked the thought out of my mind and just laid my head on Stiles' chest. It moved up and down as he breathed and I just listened. What time is it?
I grabbed my phone and checked the time. It's noon already. How did that happen? Should I wake up Stiles? He looks so peaceful. I need to wake him up. I moved Stiles a little bit and it seemed like he was dreaming again because he grabbed my wrists and pulled me closer. His eyes were closed and I couldn't set myself free. He kissed me in his sleep and I couldn't help but kiss back. When he pulled away, he whispered something about finally telling someone that he likes her. I wished it was me. I shook Stiles again and this time, he woke up.
"Were you having a good dream again? Maybe kissed someone?" I asked with a smirk.
"Actually, yes. It felt so real," he laughed.
"That's because it was."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, I was trying to wake you up and you grabbed my wrists, pulled me closer to you, and...kissed me," I explained.
"Oh. Did you kiss me back?" I nodded and smiled. "Did you like the kiss?"
"Yeah. You're a surprisingly good kisser, Stiles Stilinski."
"Why, thank you," he said as he tried to bow while sitting down.
"Did we sleep here all night?" I asked.
"Yeah. You fell asleep right when we came in and laid down. I stayed awake until the party was over and decided to let you sleep."
"Oh, well, thanks."
"No problem," he said as he winked. I blushed and looked down at the seat. I don't want him to see my blush. It's too embarrassing.
"Well, I guess it's time to go," I said after my blush was gone.
"Aw, can't we stay here a little longer?" Stiles asked as he put his two hands together and stuck his bottom lip out. How can I say no to that face?
"Sure, Stiles. If we're going to stay, I may as well do something fun. Let's post on Snapchat."
"Okay."
I laid down on Stiles and opened Snapchat on my phone. We took a picture and I captioned it 'when you sleep in a jeep all night'. We also took a video and Stiles kissed my cheek. He took my phone and used the dog filter to take a selfie and posted it. I laughed when he did a funny face. Allison saw the selfie of Stiles and asked where we went during the party. I took a video and sent it to her explaining what happened. She texted back and said that she has been waiting for us at Stiles' house for an hour.
"We should get going," Stiles said.
"Ugh, I don't want to," I whined as I hugged Stiles' stomach tightly.
"Is this the only way I get love from you?" Stiles asked with a laugh.
"Nope. You can get it like this." I jumped up and smashed my lips into Stiles'. When I realized what I did, I opened my eyes wide in shock. I pulled away from Stiles and he seemed as shocked as I was. He literally wasn't moving.
"Stiles? Stiles, I'm sorry."
I snapped my fingers in his face and he touched his lips. I started getting out of the car and started walking away. That was so embarrassing. How could I do that? Why did I do it?
Behind me, I heard the car door open and it sounded like Stiles fell on the ground. I kept walking until he caught up to me and pulled me around.
"Why are you leaving?" He asked.
"I don't know why I did that. I'm sorry if it bothered you. I know I'm not the most attractive person to kiss."
"I don't mind it," he said with a smile.
"Don't worry. I won't do it again."
I started walking back to the jeep and I got in. I put my seatbelt on and Stiles got in too. He started driving after he put his seatbelt on. When we got to his house, he got out and I stayed where I was.
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(Stiles' P.O.V.)
"What's wrong with Chrissie?" Allison asked. She had been waiting for us outside in the grass.
"Well, I told her that we had to go so we could come here and she hugged me and said that she didn't want to go. Then, I said 'is that the only way I get love from you' and she said 'no, you get it like this'. She kissed me and now she's like that," I explained.
"She kissed you?! Did you kiss her back?!" Allison asked in excitement.
"Yes, she kissed me. No, I didn't kiss her back because I wasn't expecting it." Allison smacked my arm and I rubbed it.
"What was that for?!" I asked.
"For not kissing her back."
"It's not my fault. I was practically in shock!"
Suddenly, we heard the car door open and shut. I turned around and saw Chrissie. She ran inside and I felt horrible. She probably hates me now.
"I'll go talk to her. You stay here," Allison instructed. I nodded and went to the jeep. I leaned my head against the jeep in frustration.
~
(Back to Chrissie's P.O.V.)
Allison found me in the bathroom. I was crying and sitting in the tub. I was just trying to hide in there. Allison came in and locked the door.
"Are you okay? Stiles told me what happened." She said.
"It was so embarrassing and he didn't even kiss me back," I said with a sob.
"He likes you."
"It doesn't seem like it. I didn't even realize that I kissed him and when I did, it was just so embarrassing. I wish I'd never done it."
"Do you like Stiles?"
"I don't know. I can't even understand my own feelings. How pathetic is that?"
"It's normal. Just go talk to him."
"I can't. I just...can't. School is tomorrow. I have to catch up on my work that I missed."
I got up and walked to Stiles' room. I grabbed my backpack and went outside. Stiles had his head against the jeep and looked up when he heard me walking. I had tears running down my cheeks and he seemed to notice. I tried walking away, but he walked up to me.
"I'm sorry I didn't kiss you back. I know I hurt you, but I..."
I cut him off and said, "I just need some space to think. I'm sorry Stiles."
I put my backpack on my back and started running away. I'll just go to my house. I have a spare key. No one has to know that I'm breaking the rules by staying there.
When I got home, I unlocked the door and ran to my room. I started crying into my pillow and realized that this is what I was afraid of. I got hurt again and this time, by my bestest friend. I was trying to stop this from happening, but of course, it happened anyway. Will Stiles and I ever make up?
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Fighting for the Beginning *TW And The Originals Crossover*
Fanfiction**Teen Wolf and The Originals Crossover** Chrissie Williams is a sophomore in high school. She ends up falling for two different guys. One, has been her best friend for a long time. The other, is a guy who just came into Beacon Hills. He has been th...