perfect [kj apa] [DISCONTINUED]

thirty-eight

hey.

hey, lili.

i'm kinda in the middle of filming. do you need something?

i'm just - i'm sorry, lil. i overreacted. i know you were just trying to look out for me, and i love you for that.

peyton, i just don't understand how you can just forgive him.

because you don't know the full story, lili. he didn't cheat on me. did he hurt me? yes. but we talked about it, and we both knew that it wasn't his intention to hurt me.

pey-

lili, he's your costar. you really need to move on. i have, so why can't you?

because i wish i could give you the world, peyton. you deserve everything because you've been through hell. i just want your life to be spectacular, i want you to have a love that quite literally makes you feel like you're on cloud nine. you had such a shitty childhood, and i couldn't do anything about it, but now i feel like i can.

i had no idea you felt that way. i didn't have a shitty childhood, i promise. you raised me, and it was amazing. you made me the person i am today, and i can't thank you enough for that. you're my big sister, lili. i love you more than anything in world.

and i promise you, kj makes me feel like i'm floating in the air. when i'm with him, all my problems suddenly go away. you don't have to worry about me, okay? i've had the best life, and its all because of you. don't think for one second that you don't mean a lot to me, because you do.

i love you, peyton.

i love you, too.

come over after filming?

i wouldn't miss it.

[8/3/17]