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"So..."

"So..." Harry said.

I got a message again. The first was from Gennie:

Heya, where are ya? been looking for ya, Harry isn't near either, been making out hee ;) ;) ;) Don't let styles bite;) XD

She is so dirty minded, but she's still my best friend. Harry was reading it with me and he was blushing. Ahw a guy blushing... that's so cute!

The second one was from Josh:

Hey heey, where are you? Gennie said you came late... and you didn't show up at my house in the morning so what's going on?? I'm a worried friend here... text me ASAYGT byee! J

Harry looked at me with a confused face. I laughed because I know why. He probably didn't know what ASAYGT means. He didn't make a typo (Josh).

"I can see the weird face you're making ASAYGT means As Soon As You Get This. Haha!" I chuckled

"Hahah, now I get it!" He said smiling at the ground. Shaking his head a bit.

"Oh yeah, I forgot something, pretty funny actually, our moms know eachother... I guess. Is your mom called Anne? Anne... Cox?" I asked

"Yeah, Anne Cox, how'd you know? Did your mom tell you that?" He glimpsed.

"Yes, she asked your mom's number, because she wanted to be in touch with her again."

"Of course, wait give me your phone." He said and I handed him my phone.

"Now you got my mom's number, I'll tell her I gave it to you. What's your mom's name?"

"Joline, Joline Allen."

"Irish last name, huh." He said looking up with a tilt face and a nice bautiful Styles smile.

"Yeah, I'm half Irish, We go there on vacations to visit my grandparents. Funny though, I always try to put on Irish accents when I talk to them." I laughed and so did he as my surpise.

"You know it's weird that I'm bringing this up, because you don't want to talk about it... but I think you have to, because if you won't, it's gonna get worse and worse by the day." Harry started carefully.

"You wanna talk about my dad, don't you." Watery eyes, my watery eyes. He looked deeply into the and got closer to me. I hope it isn't for another kiss, I can't do it right now, and don't want to turn him down, he will think I don't like him. Ironic, first I didn't want him to know I liked him, and now I do.

"Do you want to, I'm here if you need a hold or something. And I think you need to let it all out."

"Maybe telling you is okay..."

"Whenever your ready, love." Adding Love was the best thing he could do.

"Okay, so my dad works in the army, thanks to his work we've moved a couple of times, making friends wasn't easy for me. As if that wasn't enough, it never really felt like I had a family. Of course my mom did her best, but my dad was always absent. I got mad at him for that a couple of times. He was never here. Every time he had an opportunity to go work, he went. The only time he is here is sometimes on Fathers Day and he has been to 8 of my birthdays, the other ones we, needed to talk quickly through the phone. I haven't seen him in such a long time. We, my mom and I, heard that he became corporal. She was happy with that, I wasn't. I wanted him to come back and be here, I know he did his best, but. And now he... d.."

"You, don't have... come here." Harry held me for the third time today.

"I, I don't even know how he Di... My mom just... and I went away... and I just don't even know how!" I murmured into his chest. I felt so safe and warm in his arms. I just can't describe how it feels... Imagine being in a cold december day, you sit on the couch in a warm blanket. That warm, fuzzy blanket is wrapped around you which makes you warm and you're drinking Hot chocolate... something like that.