Hidden Smile

5.

School was boring as usual. Kinda glad I would maybe have a little extra vacation. 2 whole weeks extra. That's incredible. I wanted to talk to Harry, but every time I came close, even when its just a little, one of the girls get to him. They are the populars, you know Breeanna, Ashley and Tamara. The girls who laughed about me because I fell down. Especially Ashley, she is kind of the leader. They call themselves A-Girls. Because they have an A in their names. Original *cough* sarcasm *cough*. I mean we all know it's A-Girls because Ashley starts with an A. They find themselves the best. A-Girls as in we're  'A ', the best. I don't think so, they're horrible. Well, Ashley is trying hard for Harry. Every time I get near him, or just look at him, she goes straight up to him and starts flirting. Great! (sarcasm) Yeah, I'm a sarcastic girl, ha! Back to Hazza, I haven't had a chance to talk to him and tell him evrey thing. Part of me really wants to, another part doesn't want to talk at all. I don't know what we are,  where we stand. It might seem weird, but he gave me a girlfriend feeling when he was with me and the piggyback ride and hugging and we almost kissed and stuff. Or am I just seeing things and he doesn't like me at all. But maybe I shouldn't. I'll call him later today, over the phone. It's better than just go straight up to him. As if I have one chance to talk to him, Ashley won't let that happen, or he will just ignore me again. I mean Lord knows his reaction, if he is happy, sad, mad, I don't even know how I want him to respond so. Ashley is really annoying me though, I can't stand her fake face. How can people like her to be honest, she's fake and everyone knows it yet they want to spend time with her. Like fuck logic, right? Well I'm not gonna sit and question it all, instead I could pack. I really wanna go to Ireland, can't wait! I walked up to Josh's house, I didn't forget this time, and we went to school.

"So Jade, what's going on with you and Harry?"He asked.

"The truth?," I asked him unsure,"I don't know, he was all sweet the other day and helped me, but now we don't even talk and when I call him he doesn't pick up. I tried for two days and tomorrow I'm going to leave. I guess it's better if I wouldn't tell him at all or just leave a note in his locker, because everytime I try to talk to him, Ashley goes up to him. I don't feel like fighting for someone who ignores me too, I have a lot of things going on and He damn knows it, yet he just. Sigh" I sighed

"Oh yeah you're going to Ireland. Gen told me everything by the way and I'm so sorry for you." He said and hugged me. He gave me his Josh hug. I'm alright, I guess. I try not to think too much about it. but back to mine and Josh's convo...

"Yup, and *bien biep*... uhmm my phone wait."

"I bet for £5 it's Gen."

"I think so too... Yup Gennie."

Gennie's text: XD XD XD.

"What?" Josh and I said synchronised.

"What the..." I said

"Send something back to her." Josh encouraged

"Kaykay."

My text to Gennie's: Omg I totally understand you! hdundnnakxijenks

"Please don't ever send me something like that. I'd be to confused to function." Josh Joked

"I know you! Of course I won't." I joked back. Totally gonna do that sometime, Jade's gonna confuse you wooohh.

We were talking a bit and eventually arrived at school. THERE'S HARRY ACT NORMAL. I sneezed at that moment. That was an awkward moment. Definitely. Harry looked at me and then went up to Ashley. Why? I mean we made eye contact,  I'm not blind, yet he ignores me. I saw him hugging her and then... Matt walks up to him. Of course, he doesn't believe me. He believes Matty, who might have twisted and turned the situation and now he ignores me. Great, now I'm the bad guy, girl. I knew I shouldn't have told him. I guess the friendship or whatever we had, didn't have, is over now. AND WE'RE STILL NOT DONE WITH OUR ASSIGNMENT. Sigh what am I supposed to do right now? You know what, he is acting like this, I'm gonna act like that too. Sweet Jade is gonna stop right here and Sassy Jade takes all over. Prepare. It's one of my last days and then a month off, so I don't care. It also is Wednesday and Wednesday is my day! So is Friday. I'm not going to just sit down, watch and do nothing. I'm gonna ignore him just like how he ignores me. How could he do that, he saw me, there was eyecontact and then he turns his face and walks up to the most popular girl in school. The funny thing is, remember when he told me he isn't really into the popular girls, he didn't care wether a girl is or is not popular. Sure Styles. Hang around with the most popular girl and tell me you don't care. Way to go, as if I wasn't insecure at first. But, I guesse I'll have to make the best out of it. We'll hope for the best. Omg, I've just rembered what Gen told me. She once told me that in Ireland are the hotties, so take it easy girl. Lol kay.