Batman vs joker 2nd generation

Eighteen

I wake up surrounded by fake clown statues. Then I see John between them. I say" John why are you helping joker? You told me..." He says" I know what I told you but trust me you should be glad I am here otherwise he will do worse to you and it's Jj." I reach down realizing I still have my utility belt. I quickly turn on the tracker. I hope that dad will be here soon. I turn to Jj and say" what is wrong with you. Did I do something to make you mad? Oh your jealous that I have a new partner. Don't worry he is just a weird kid." He says " no it bothered me that you don't trust me enough to tell me your identity. That robin probably knows , but I don't. It's like I get a part of you but not all." He walks away when joker tells his name. I don't see him again until he brings me food. I scan for joker gas or anything else and it is clean I eat slowly. I check the water then drink it. I feel sleepy so I turn the feature on my suit that gives a shock to anyone that tries to take off my mask.
Meanwhile at the bat cave. " what do you mean she was taken by the joker! How could you let that happen? I trusted you to go out with her, but of course you lost her." I yell. Jason says angrily," Bruce, she told me to leave she knew it would be better if they only captured her instead of both of us. She told me that you would know what to do. Now pull yourself together we have to find her. Please she is my best friend. We have to find her." I pull myself together then see that her tracker is disabled and I can't figure it out. I say to Jason" I need your help finding her. Let's get to work."
I figured out that I am at the traveling circus where I last got hurt. Jj comes by as often as he can to talk to me, but I wonder where dad is and if he almost here. I hope he is because joker seems crazier than before. And I don't feel safe around Jj he seems crazier than when he went into Arkham. Then I feel myself forgetting simple stuff like my birthday and my parents names. I think joker is drugging me to become Jj's Harley. If dad doesn't get here soon I might forget who I am. I still remember little things like school subjects, how to walk, how to eat, etc. I am scared that I will soon fall into a state that makes me go crazy.
It has been a week I don't know why I am in a costume or where I am. I can't remember my name. There is a nice boy about my age who is helping me remember. He even gave me new clothes but I haven't changed yet because I'm surrounded by creepy clowns. But at least my belt and shoes are cute. Then I hear breaking glass. I look up and see a giant man bat. I shriek. The thing looks at me shocked. I am muffled by a hand over my mouth I look back and see a boy in a red and green uniform with a belt like me. I am confused and I pass out.