Hannah's POV
"Positive... Positive...and Positive." I whisper to myself. "They are all positive........ I'm pregnant.....I'm pregnant... Oh my god IM PREGNANT!" I yelled. No, no, no, no, no this can't be happening. Justin isn't even around how am I going to tell him? How is he going to take the news. Oh my god, this can't be happening. I walk out if the bathroom and walk to my bedroom where I'm greeted by Marissa.
"I'm pregnant."
"Yeah, I kinda heard you yell....."she said quietly
"Marissa, what am I gonna do? When should I tell him?"
"Well, I don't know. I don't know anything about his work schedule or anything. But, if I were you I would just call him and ask him to dinner and tell him over dinner." She suggested.
"Yeah... Okay... Sure. I'll call him right now." I walk out of the room and go back into the bathroom. I don't really want Marissa to hear my conversation with him. I mean, if he bothers to pick up the phone.
'Hey you reached Justin. Uh...leave a message and I'll get to you soon'
'Hey Justin! I was wondering if you wanted to go to dinner tomorrow. I have something to talk to you about. So, um, yeah. Call me when you get the chance? Love you, bye'
Of course, like I predicted, he didn't answer. You know what? I'm done. If he doesn't start showing up then I'm leaving. He just frustrates me so much. I walk back into my bedroom and sit on the bed.
"Soooo, did he pick up?" She says hopefully.
"No, he didn't. I just wonder if he really is in the studio. Part of me thinks he's cheating, but then there's that other half. Which thinks that he's not cheating and he's in the studio for real."
"What I would do is go an visit him. And talk to him there."
"It's not that easy Marissa. And plus, to be honest, I don't know which one he's at. He could be anywhere."
"Yeah, you're right. Well, I'ma head out. Text me tomorrow yeah?"
"Yeah." I say as she walks way.
**THAT NIGHT**
It was about midnight and I still couldn't fall asleep. My stomach has been hurting like hell and I don't know if its something I ate at the movies or just because I'm pregnant. I'm honestly so nervous. I mean yeah, I'm 21 and engaged so I should be at least a little bit comfortable. But I'm not. I think it's mainly my worry that Justin won't be there for the baby or something bad is gonna happen. I just always have that part of my conscience saying all the negative things that could go wrong. It always over powers the positive things.
He will leave you. Do you think he really loves you enough to stay with you? My conscience tells me. He's cheating on you. Do you think he would be out in "studio" every night? No. He's getting laid every night because you can give him what he wants.
' No, your wrong. He's just recording. Probably making the last album of his career.' I try to persuade my inner conscience.
I walk downstairs to make myself a cup of tea. Hopefully it will calm my mind a little bit. And at least help me get some rest. As soon as I'm done putting the kettle on the stove I hear the door open.
"Justin? Can I talk to you?" I say hopefully
"Hey babe." he kisses my cheek. "Listen, I'm tired I'm going to sleep okay? Sorry hun, it's been a long day"
"Yeah, that's okay. Goodnight." I sigh. He couldn't have just stayed up like 10 more minutes? My conscience tells me.
"You coming?" He asks
"Yeah, later. When I'm done drinking this" I motion to the kettle on the stove.
"Okay." Is all he says as he goes upstairs. Wanna know what I feel like doing right now? I just wanna march up there and yell at him. Yell at him because he's not answering my calls, because he's not ever home, because he doesn't even want to talk to me! Did you see him at least try to make a conversation with me? I mean seriously.
I think it's just be best if I drink this tea and go to sleep. I'm not thinking clearly to have this conversation with myself, or with Justin for that matter. After I finish my tea I go upstairs into the guest room, seeing how I'm mad a Justin and try not to cry myself to sleep because I don't know if the one person I love, loves me back.
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