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Same day
Hannah's POV"Will you be my girlfriend?" Tyler asked.
My eyes widen, oh my god. What am I gonna say? Have I enjoyed being with Tyler? yes. Has he helped me through some parts of my pregnancy? yes. Has he made me feel wanted and loved? hell yes. Do I love Tyler? no. Do I still have feelings for Justin? that's one big fat hell yes. I feel like I should say yes but I don't want to drag him on like that. I don't know what I should do. Say yes or no?
"Say something." He says, his eyes pleading for me to say yes.
"I-I don't know." I say looking down at my lap.
"How do you not know? Haven't you felt anything at all on any of our dates? Did you every feel that spark of fire ignite in the pit of your stomach whenever we hold hands?" He says, tears threatening to spill.
"No. . " I sigh. Now I feel like I'm going to cry.
"You just leaded me on like everyone else didn't you?" he scoffed. "Did I mean anything to you?" He asks.
"Yes Tyler you did. I was alone and I had no one until you came along. I felt wanted when you were here. I think I just need more time to figure out my feelings. Please?" I ask him. "We can still be friends. Because I sure as hell don't want to loose a friend as good as you." I tell him truthfully silent tears rolling down my cheeks.
"I'll take you home now." He gets up and heads to the car, me falling slowly behind him.
When we got into the car it was awkward car ride. But awkward would be a complete understatement, it was worse than that. But anyways, it was awkward and I felt like I should say something but I don't know what to say. We don't share mutual feelings for each other. I like him as a friend, and he likes me more than a friend.
"I'm sorry Tyler. I really am. I'm just don't feel that way towards you. Nor am I ready for a relationship." I say looking out the windshield waiting for the stop light to turn green.
"It's okay. I rushed it anyways." He scoffed.
The rest of the ride was silent. No one said a word. The only thing you could hear was our steady breathing. Well, Tyler's was heavy breathing. I'm guessing he's mad at me. I would be mad at me too, but, he needs to understand where I'm coming from.
"Thanks for the ride." I say unbuckling me from my seat. "I'll call you later." I said getting out of the car before he could say anything back. Walking into the lobby I walked slowly into the elevator. I need to sit down. I'm so out of shape. Well, more so pregnant than out of shape.
Walking back into my lonely abode I sat down on the couch only to get up and go to the bathroom. Geez, my bladder couldn't wait 5 fricken minutes. After going to the bathroom and washing my hands I walked upstairs to my bedroom. I left my phone home all day so I wouldn't get distracted at all. Once I'm in my bedroom I turn on the light then walk as fast as a 7 month pregnant lady can walk, to my bedside table. Checking my phone, I saw I had 2 missed calls from mom, 1 text from Marissa asking how I was doing, and a missed call from Justin. Justin? I thought. Why is he calling me? He probably butt dialed me. No big deal, but there was a voicemail. Hmm.. .I shrugged.
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