Mr. Bieber & I

Chapter 4

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Hannah's POV

*3 days later*

Justin left 3 days ago to go to Miami to record his album or whatever he's "recording". It's been a week, total, since we last spoke. He just texted me saying he was going to Miami. It pissed me off so much because he's supposed to love me and he doesn't.

I decided that I'm done with Justin's façade and so I'm going back to my parents house until I can get my own apartment. I'm just going to start fresh and new. No one is standing in my way and I'm free to do what I want (well, not everything since I'm pregnant).

Some people might call me pathetic for leaving him but seriously? If you were in my shoes you would understand my pain. I've been ignored for at least 2 or 3 weeks straight and I haven't even gotten the chance to sit down and have a conversation with him. The worst part is that he doesn't know I'm pregnant. I'm not just going to call him and in a voice mail say 'oh by the way I'm pregnant. K love you bye' No, it doesn't work like that.

I've decided I need a break from Justin, the fame, and just everything. I'll just write a note to him instead a voicemail like always.

Dear Justin,

I know you might think that you're not harming anyone by being in the studio for the few past weeks. But, you are. I've been ignored and I don't know why. Was it something I said? Did I do something wrong? I've been wanting to tell you something all week but you haven't given me a chance. I hate waking up alone with out you. I hate not having your arms wrapped around me like we're the only ones in the world. I'm taking a break from this. I don't know when I'll be back or if I will be back. Just know that I love you with all my heart.

Yours Truly,
Hannah

After I write the note I put it in an envelope and set it on the counter with his name on. Now I just need to pack and call my mom. I go upstairs pull out a suitcase from under my bed and just start putting a weeks worth of clothing in it, along with my toiletries, makeup, and all that jazz. When I'm done I decide I should call my mom.

'Hey mom'

'Hey Hannah! Is everything okay?'

'Yeah Everything is good! I was just wondering if I could come up over the weekend just for a little visit?'

'Yeah honey, that's fine! Will Justin be coming along?'

'Well... no... he's in Miami, recording.'

'Okay. I'll see you tomorrow okay?'

'Sure thing mom!'

'Love you honey bye!'

'Love you too mom!'

After I hung up I decide I'm just gonna leave now and go to get some coffee since its like noon and I'm still tired. As soon I'm about to walk out the door I realize I'm still in my pajamas. How silly of me! I went up stairs to pack and I didn't even get dressed! So I go upstairs to get dressed and settle on some black skinny jeans, a blue flowy blouse with a tank top underneath, and some flats. When I'm done I just put my hair in a messy bun since I'm too lazy to style it.

When I look down to grab my phone I see I still have my engagement ring. I honestly don't know if I'm just taking a break from this or cutting myself from Justin's life completely. As time elapsed thinking about what I should do, I decide I'm just going to put in my pocket. I don't want to put in the envelope with Justin's letter and say I'm done. I love him too much to do that and I don't think I'm ready to leave him.

When I'm walking to the car I feel kind of bad. I mean, I'm just leaving and he won't find out until he comes home. Now, I'm having second thoughts about leaving... No, you need to leave. Maybe it will smack some sense into Justin. Tell him what he's doing wrong. If he really loves you he will come back. My conscience tells me. But what if I don't want to come back? I ask myself. You will my conscience tells me.

When I arrive at the coffee shop, or the common white girl shop, I walk inside and order my drink.

"Hello, what would you like?" the cashier asks me

"Umm.... I think I'll settle on the Carmel Frap please." I say excitedly because that's my all time favorite drink.

"Sure thing!" She says as she prepares my drink. "Here you are!" She says after a couple minutes.

"Thank you so much."

"Your welcome! Wait! Aren't you Justin Bieber's fiancé?"

"Um.. No sorry, wrong girl." I say, hoping she will believe me.

"Oh sorry." she sighs.

Thank goodness! I thought she was going to like put up a fight proving that I am. OH MY GOD. I just thought of something. What if the paparazzi catch me without an engagement ring on? That could be bad.... oh well, I'm keeping it where it is.

As I drive to my parents house I can't help but cry a little. I love him so much and I can't just see him ignoring me on purpose like that. What if he actually had a good reason to ignore me? Well, there aren't good reasons to ignore people but, do you get what I'm saying? Maybe he was just getting the recording out of the way so he could spend time with me?

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