Our Girl

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Ashton's POV (Luke has just asked what he was thinking about)

"Our relationship." I stated simply.

"What about our relationship?"

"I don't... Oh nevermind. It's selfish either way."

Luke started into my eyes. I could tell by the way he was doing it was not out of affection. He was analyzing me. Luke said nothing but look at my demeanor. I could hide my feelings for the most part. I've done it most my life. I guess you could say I'm used to it.

"Okay. You know I love you right?" he said kissing my forehead, " I'm gonna trust you tell me within your own time."

"Thank you Lukey. Love you too."

I kissed him softly and slowly. It didn't last long. Luke stuffed his face in the crook neck while we cuddled close. My eyes drifted as Luke played with my hair and left little kisses on my neck. This was a rare side of Luke. He is never this sweet and caring. I'm not gonna lie and say I hate it. I don't, but I still want that strict and rough Luke. It's what I fell for besides the teddy bear side. Finally, I let my eyes close and fall asleep.

**

It's been almost week since the threesome. I've been a wreck lately. I get headaches almost everyday. I've been really klutzy. It's like I don't have any motor skills. I've been thinking more about what I didn't tell Luke and the more it stressed me out. As I sat in my room, I realized how thirsty I was. I decided to walk downstairs to get water. Luke, Calum, and Autumn were down there as well.

I grabbed a glass from the cabinet and filled it with ice. Then I walked over to the sink to fill it with water. As I went to turn around, the glass slipped from my hand shattering on the ground.

"Fuck." I mumbled a little loud I guess.

I heard a scoff from Autumn, and I saw Calum's eye change. He was mostly likely mad. I didn't get to see what happened because I felt a hand on my throat tilting my head up.

"I'm giving you warning. You will not swear got it?" Luke said.

" 'M sorry Lukey. I-I didn't mean to."

"Hey it's okay petal. I'm not mad at you. Let's just clean this up and get a new one."

I cleaned as fast as I can wanting to escape this place right now. After I did so, I turned around. Luke wrapped his arms around my waist. My head was down, but my arms were around his neck.

" I wanna go upstairs. Can I?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah, sure why not. You don't need to ask."

I wanted Lukey to take, so I wrapped my legs around him. He of course held me by my thighs his hands on my bum.

"What are doing Ash? I thought you want to go upstairs."

"You take me."

"No, no, no. You have two legs. Don't be lazy and walk yourself up there."

I slumped off him and walked slowly upstairs feeling his eyes on me. Not wanting to be alone I walked into Luke's room to wait. He made me say, but I still want to be around him. I spaced out looking at his covers while I sat on his bed.

"Petal what are doing in here without permission?"

"I wanna be with you. Want cuddles," I had mumbled.

"Ash you know I can't understand you if you don't speak up."

"Cuddles." I say louder.

Luke sighed and smiled getting into bed behind me. He grabbed my waist to pull me down, but I wouldn't budge.

"No. Stuffie. I need my stuffie. Lukey please get my stuffie."

"But you're cuddling with me. Why would you need one." He said trying to kiss me.

"No kissy if you don't get it." I pouted.

"Fine. Where is it?"

I told him and got up and exit the room. A few minutes he came back with my teddy bear. Luke then laid down as the big spoon. I played with it because it made me happy. Luke was trying to get my attention, but couldn't because I was in my own world.

"Ashton Irwin, I know you are not ignoring me."

He grabbed me and put me in his lap so we were both sitting up and took my stuffie away. I went to try to grab it but Luke put it out of reach and slightly slapped my thigh.

"Owie"

"Ashton I have been trying to talk to you. Have we forgot rules? I wanted to ask you a question," he said while I tried to lay my head on his shoulder but- , " No you look at me Ash."

I look up at him. He wasn't that mad. Luke looked more concerned.

"Ash you know I love you right?" I nodded, " I noticed you had some of your other little things in your room. Do you want to go into little space? It's why you wanted me to take you up here right?"

"No..." Yes.

"You sure. I'll take care of you. I can be your daddy if you want,"

That made me smile. I shook my head yes and hugged him causing him to fall back laughing.

"My daddy!"

Luke gave me my teddy bear, and I sat back up. He looked at me playing with it and rubbed my hips. It was really hot in the house.

"Hot."

"Well thank you petal-"

"No house hot. Shirt off," I said raising my arms up.

Luke realized I wanted him to do it, so he did. He asked for a kiss so I gave him one. After all he got my stuffie. Then he attacked my face with a bunch causing me to laugh and wiggle around. I must have hurt him because he groaned and gripped my hips.

" I'm sorry daddy."

"It's okay baby just don't move so much." Luke said pinning me down and again attacking me with kisses everywhere.

He kissed my chest and lingered there more and came close to my nipple. It felt weird and I didn't like what he was doing. I tried to stop him but he didn't get it by non verbals

"Daddy stop. Don't like. Stop, feel funny." I said pushing back.

Luke apologized immediately. I knew he didn't mean to.