river - bts

三

I ran conditioner through my hair. I could feel the water pouring on me and covering my whole body.

I realized that I like being around water somehow. It calms me down and brings my soul into another world where life doesn't seem so bad.

What I didn't realize at first was that Taehyung suddenly opened the door. I leaned against the wall in shock just hearing the opening.

I calmed down a bit when I saw him, but I was still confused as to why he was in here, more so as to  why he was naked. At the time I wasn't smart enough to put the pieces together.

He opened the sliding doors and stepped in, getting water all over him without saying a word. I smiled and grabbed the soap bottle.

"I got this at the store today, be thankful."

He smirked and grabbed the bottle, pouring soap over my neck which fell down to my chest. I looked around awkwardly as I washed it off.

"I'm sorry about dinner-"

"That wasn't your fault, and you had to bring this up..."

I looked around with my eyes wide, clearly indicating that we were in the shower,

"Now?!"

"I'm sorry, I couldn't wait." He whispered.

He slowly wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my neck. I bit my lip and stared at his wet hair.

He started to bite and kiss my neck softly. I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. The kissing turned into pressure and the biting got more painful. Before I knew it, he gave me a hickey.

"Your neck smells nice...so does your lips." He repositioned his lips onto mine. I could instantly feel his strawberry flavored chapstick cover my lips and enter my mouth.

I closed my eyes and felt the sensation of his touch. He embraced me in his arms and I could tell that he loved not only my body, but my soul.

I began doing something instead of standing there. I was biting his lips while grabbing onto his hair. I grabbed onto different places of his body.

Suddenly he pinned me against the wall while kissing me aggressively. He pulled me closer and dug his nails into my back. I moaned and let my neck be a place he could fuck up.

I could feel both of our bodies getting heated, pressing up against each other. It felt like heaven. It's supposed to be a sin, but it doesn't feel anything close to hell. I fell for it, too fast.

I was forgetting everything about my life and only could think about him. I didn't even think about my breath that I was selling to his lungs. The shower didn't help me breath in the first place.

I got so lost in him that I didn't even know what I was doing anymore. My body was just working on its own. It felt like he owned me, and I was just something he could use.

For some reason that mindset felt good. I wanted him to take me in deeper and deeper until we couldn't take it. Until we felt pain. heavenly pain.

My mind came back to earth when I realized I was about to release. He rubbed his body on me, giving me a tingling sensation all over. At this point I was whimpering, cursing under my breath.

"Oh god.. oh godddd-" I moaned loudly as I felt my whole body turn warm. I was frozen in place, It was like my muscles couldn't move. I saw that his body was in the same position as well.

That day it seemed like more than water fell down to the drain. We licked the excess stuff off our bodies and finished it off by hugging each other in a tight embrace.

We kept our hands to ourselves but touched our foreheads together. I could barely see his face, because his bangs got in the way. I could still tell that he was handsome, wanting to stare into his gorgeous brown eyes for longer.

He kissed me lightly on the lips, being nicer with me. I smiled and pushed him lightly. He laughed and pushed me back. I had so much fun that it took awhile to have a real shower.

It was crazy because even then, I forgot about all the worries of the world. We try to distract ourselves from reality once in awhile to make us happier.

Namjoon must of been right about me, and about all of us. about Jin.