A Walk In My Head

three months ago

its been 3 months
three months ago was the worst day of my life
the worst night too
also the worst week
the week with endless cries
cries for help
cries of self-hatred
cries of heartbreak
cries of disappointment
the day i lost it all
the night you broke my heart
the week my life broke apart
the exact moment my plane crashed
the night i saw the picture that haunts me at all time
the night walking alone
with no one by my side
cause we were once together
but then there was no one at all
crying in the rain
with thoughts of hate
heartbreak
disappointment
sadness
loneliness
emptiness
i was lost
my life turned upside down
my deepest secrets were burned
tossed to the trash
my life was taken away
by strangers i thought i knew
my heart was stepped on
and you've been dancing on it still
and i no longer trust people
my favorite place is now where my nightmares take a walk
the universe rained on us
and tore us apart
and you landed by his side
safe and sound
but i was thrown away
alone
in a road filled with my nightmares
and an empty home
3 months ago i was falling straight to the ground
the ground received me with a stab in the heart