A Walk In My Head

♥️

i always see you
i always miss you
but do you miss me?
between us only silence
and in my heart
an ache to hear your voice
to feel your touch
and to cause that smile on your face
staring is all i can do
every time you're there
i have to stop and stare
at all that i lost
because i was a coward
because i thought i wasn't worth it
because i'm still not enough
because now
when i tried talking to you again
i lost it
not a single part of my body was doing its job
but you
you were beautiful
smiling at me like it was nothing
resting your head on my shoulder
like we had never stopped talking
so i ran again
because i am scared
and right there and then
i realized
that i said it once
and i'm saying it again
i love you forever
my only curse
even if we never talk again
you will always live in me