A Walk In My Head

you win

i may not know who you are
i don't know your thoughts
i don't wanna know your feelings
but if i ever had to go
you're the person i would tell everything
things she deserves to know
and things you should know
you may have not noticed
but you stole everything i had
so please
listen to me
love her like the sun loves the moon
caress her cheek before you kiss her
then peck her cheek after it
show her it is love
make her insecurities go away
tell her she is beautiful every single day
cuddle her and protect her from the world
watch her favorite movies with her
appreciate the shine in her eyes when she talks about it
hold her hand tight and brush your thumb on the top of her hand
run your fingers through her hair and pet her head when she's sleepy
make her laugh
cause her laugh is the most angelic sound you could hear
make her fears go away
prepare her favorite food
take her for a walk
study together
buy her pretty gifts
because she deserves that and more
do all the things i wish to do
and please stay by her side
forever
because i will not be there anymore
tell her im sorry
show her how much i loved her
please
don't you ever make her show her worth to you
because she is worth everything
and we both know that
we both know how beautiful she is
inside and out
how blinding it is when you see her light
and how breathless you get when she loves you back
and this is where you win everything
but this was never a game
i never played
because i don't think she is a prize
i think she deserves the universe
and i knew i would never be enough
but if she thinks you're enough
then don't you disappoint her
goodbye
tell her i love her