Anxiety - Kuroken

Chapter 7

😓😧 I don't even know anymore.

"Are you ok, what happened to your hand?" I managed to pass off the lie about potatoes, which was difficult with Yaku as he knew me so well.  Yamamoto knew me well aswell but not as well as Yaku does.

"How are things with your family, Kuroo?" He sighed, rubbing the nape of his neck.
"They're ok I suppose. It could be much worse." He keeps fiddling with his hands, I've never seen him so uncomfortable before. He needs a hug, but not here.

He feels awkward, now Yaku is all awkward, meaning the whole situation is awkward. I want to walk away. I want to dig a hole and bury myself alive.
"Uh, Kenma how was class?" It was shit, as usual.

"It was ok, I guess."
Kuroo butted in "Are you still gunna be able to play volleyball?"
I was about to speak but yaku got there first. Everyone keeps interrupting me.
"Absolutely not, he's not going to injure himself even more."

Kuroo chuckled. "Okay mama morisuke." I slowly shrank back on myself as tetsurou received a thwack in the stomach. I gently began to fiddle with my sleeves as I silently watched the scene in front of me.

It was too loud; I can't cover my ears that'll look weird.

The sun's too bright but I can't just leave.

My shirts to rough against my skin, no way am I taking it off.

Oh I know what's happening now.

Everything is moving too fast.

She put her coffee down way too loud despite being 15 feet away from me.

My head aches.

"SHUT UP!" I can feel tears running down my face. Yaku and kuroo aren't talking now.

"STOP!" I want to stop people are staring.

"IT'S TOO LOUD, JUST SHUT IT." This isn't like me. Kuroo is talking but I can't hear him properly.

I feel like I'm drowning.

Help me.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" No, I need a hug right now, please?

My visions gone blurry. I'm all tingly. I shake my head. Once. Twice. Three times.

"STOP. STOP. STOP!" I want to be at home. At least then people wouldn't stare.

I can't breathe.

She needs to stop staring at me.

It hurts.

I want to go home.

I can't see.

Oh god.

I can't see.

I can't see.

I can't...

Idk what I'm doing so have some suspense.