before i start this rant, i wanted to say a huge sorry about the lack of updates with my stories. i haven't been on the greatest emotional stability. i know that sometimes life can give us sadness but happiness at the same time ya know? i've been through a lot in my past as you can tell by my previous rants. i want to change, for the better. i want to get rid of those old, depressing rants, but they make me who i am. i moved to another continent a few months ago, i wasn't happy.
i was depressed for a couple weeks. i couldn't eat or smile. i wasn't my usual self. (lemme explain my "usual self")
my name is Angelica, if you didn't know. :) i am 14 years old! i love to make other people smile when i tell my stupid jokes. i will always be there for you, even if you hurt me. my parents believe that i am a kind, compassionate, lovely person. i went into a dark hole before, i did self harm. i am not proud of it, i have scars on my wrist. i always try to smile and be the happiest person i can be. :)
anyways, i pretended to be happy, hanging out with people i haven't saw in forever. i was "happy" now, i've come to accept the fact that i moved! i am a freshman, and i'm really scared for school haha. once you are a military brat, you've come to accept that you move. it's the way of life. i didn't like it but, it had to be done.
change is normal. it could be hard to accept it, but it's there. i'm sure you've experienced it before, with friends or relationships. it could be for the better. :) i love my friends so much. i am thousands of miles away from them, but they still love and care for me like i am still there. if you are experiencing change right now, the sooner you become happier, the better you'll feel. i promise. :)
update: imma do a lot of chapters. you'll see a lot of updates soon! i'm super excited to continue writing again. i love you guys & i'm back!
-angelica💓
