(Juuzou suzuya x reader) Crazy For You

Protector

You're Pov.

I stayed quiet....I didn't know why but I did, what was I supposed to say?! I CAN eat more than normal ghouls but if I say that then it'll indicate that I'm a half blooded Ghoul! I don't want them knowing that!

"Ummmm H-Humans......" I say looking around.

"Yeah I know but anything else??"

"What I'd this?? Some kind of interview??"

"No just Ghoul to human talk" Juuzou smiles.

"What's up with you?! You call me a Ghoul as if it was the worst thing in the world and that I'm a THING you use around!"

"Well you ARE the worst thing in the world and you are a monster-"

I snapped "WELL IF THAT'S HOW YOU SEE IT THEN YOU'RE NO DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHERS! YOU'RE NO DIFFERENT FROM A MONSTER!!" I wanted to say more but I prevented myself from doing so.
"Just go away. I'm tiered"

Juuzou didn't say anything, he just sighed sadly and walked to the door, he opened it to leave but not before saying 'I don't get you'.

I started crying that night remembering what happened when I was 15.

~Flask back~

"Ghouls are MONSTERS!"

"Yes! They kill innocent people for no reason!"

"Stupid Ghouls! Why the all Die?!"

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We bullied and discriminated them without knowing why they were doing and the risks they take to live. I and a few others learned that the hard way.....
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"LET ME GO!" "Where are you taking me?!" "HELP! HELP!!!!!"

"Mama.....? How many points did I get today?" "70? Haha y-yay- AHHHH!!!!"

"here take her. She has no use to me now that I have R-"

"Papa.....? You remind me of mama"
"PAPA STOP!!!!" "NO PLEASE NO!!!"

"(y/n)? You have a beautiful name. I'm Milan! You know this place is bad at first but once you get used to it-"

"You've been a bad girl (Y/n).....Killing Milan with such torture.....Did it feel right to you?" "No? Then why did you do it?" "THAT'S NO EXCUSE FOR KILLING MY-" "Oh you wish you could take it back do you? Well I know the perfect way"

-End of Flashback-

I did that to her, I did it to myself, I did it to my family.....I'm the only one to blame.....

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I was back in 'testing room' my energy was low enough from how they trained me.

I was using my Vectors to move some cubes around. I was turned around and asked to do math. They would tell me a quick ecuasion and I had to use my Vectors to write the answer down.

As we were doing this there was a fight going on that I could sense. Suddenly the sense became so powerful it hurt me making me fall down. My Vectors wrapped themselves around me in a protecting manor as people ran into the room.

"EVERYONE TO THE SECRET ROOM! I WANT ALL INVESITAGOTRS READY TO FIGHT RIGHT NOW!" a voice yelled as I was put to sleep.

I was soon awaken by a loud thud. I saw that I was on the floor. I stood up only to hear Juuzou's manic voice and the sound of flesh slashing open.

I heard a thud and Juuzou's voice was no more making my eyes widen in fear. I stood up and proceeded on running, searching for Juuzou.

I ran inside a room and saw Juuzou on the floor, he was bleeding and many Ghouls stood around him.

Just before they could attack I jumped in front of Juuzou and got my Vectors out. They wrapped themselves around me and Juuzou protecting us from the Ghouls. They attacked my Vectors making me bleed. Juuzou was in shock but he still ran to me and hugged me. The ghouls stopped attacking and just as Juuzou let me go my Ghoul instincts ts kicked in.

My Vectors grabbed the Ghouls by they're thoughts and instantly killed them.

One however regenerated and attacked me with his Kagune. We were like two male lions fighting to be king. My Vectors could rip any part of this ghouls body and it still regenerated exempt from one, I just had to finger that spot. Well Juuzou found it before me and slashed the Ghoul in pieces.

I looked at the broken wall, it was like a way out.....Out of the CCG, a way out of the tests and training and Investigators.....A way to be free from this prison.....I would normally take that chance but I felt like I was needed here.

I looked at Juuzou and smiled "someone's goanna have to get that fixed"

"Haha yup! But don't tell them I did it" Juuzou said making me chuckle.

I felt a sting in my back and looked back to see the horror. 3 of my Vectors were cut off. I didn't feel the pain but Milan did and since we shared body's I got her anger and Insanity.
I instantly screamed and Milan forced herself out of me.

She needed to take her anger out so she started punching the walls.

Juuzou ran over to my Vectors and touched one of them.

"Can you feel that?" He asked and Milan nodded while crying.

I was on the floor tugging at my hair angrily while silently screaming.

"Why-"

"She gets the unsanitary I feel, we share simptoms.....I get a part and she gets the other one"

"Oh. Well if you can feel it then there might be a chance we can stich it back together!"

"......Really....??" Milan asks taking a sip of her juice.

I got my snity back and stood up.
I pulled the Vectors in and looked at Milan.

She sighed and nodded. She caught fire and disappeared.

"Let's go!" Juuzou said happily.

"Hai" I smile and we walk back.

-A few weeks later-

The damages to the CCG building were repaired and the doctor had to cut my Vectors completely off......

I was on my bed looking out the window while stroking one of my Vectors.

Suddenly the door to my room smashed open.