Tom Holland Imagines

Miscarriage (Tom Holland)

You found out you were pregnant a few months ago and you and Tom could not be any happier. You thought that you would be having a boy and Tom had his heart set on it being a girl. 

"I think we should name her Octavia!" Tom said with a mouth full of cereal. 

"I like the name Octavia but I know it's a boy so I think we should name him Miles." You say happily. 

"I don't know about that one, but it wont matter because it's definitely a girl."Tom argued. 

You both argued throughout breakfast about names and the baby's gender. Tom was really pushing the fact that he knew it would be a girl. After breakfast Tom was washing the dishes and you were stretched out on the couch. 

"So Y/n when are you going to the doctors?" Tom asked. 

"Tomorrow at three." You replied. "You are coming with me right?" You questioned him. 

"Of course love, I wouldn't miss it." Tom says while he gives you a kiss on the cheek. 

During the day you felt your back hurting but you did not think it was a problem. You sat up and let Tom rub your back for a little while. When you went to get up you felt a sharp pain in your abdomen and yelled out. 

"Y/n, what's wrong? Is it your back?" Tom asked worriedly. 

"I don't know but, oh god this hurts." You say in agony. 

You look down to see blood running down your legs and the pain got worse. Tom was standing behind you holding on to your shoulders. Suddenly you fell back into Tom's arms and the room went black. 

You woke up in a hospital bed with Tom sitting next to you, His eyes were red and puffy and his clothes had blood on them from earlier. 

"Tom? What happened to the baby?" You asked nervously. 

"I'm so sorry Y/n." That was all Tom could say. You knew instantly that your baby was gone. You could feel salty tears running down your face, you sat up totally ignoring the pain in your abdomen and hid your face in your hands. You started to cry really hard and you felt Tom sit next to you and wrap his arms around your shaking body. You felt his tears running down your neck.

"We will never know if our baby was a little boy or a girl." You cried into Tom's shoulder. Tom made you look up at him. 

"Y/n, it's okay, we can try again and then we can get our little Octavia back." Tom said sadly. 

"Miles." You said all chocked up. All Tom did was slightly smile and pull you into his chest. 

"Okay." Is all he said as he rubbed your back comfortingly.