Gravity

Part ten: I promise

Raven walked over to the computer and pressed enter.
Bellamy wrapped his arm around me knowing I will probably freak out.
"Get on your knees now!" Jaha pointed a gun at Casey, his hands were tied in front of him
"Any last words?!" He waved the gun around.
"If Addilyn does see this, then yeah.
Addy I just want you to know that I love you and I was looking forward to coming down to earth and exploring things, but I dont want this to hold you back I want you to be happy, find you a nice boy just make sure he treats you like a princess, I love you more then anything babygirl..I wish I could still save you...and protect you. I wont say goodbye, because goodbye means forever, ... May we meet again" tears overwhelmed my eyes,
I could feel bellamy look down at me but I couldn't look away.
"Thats enough" he tried to get me to walk away.
"Not until I see the full thing" I didn't take my eyes off the screen, tears fell down my cheeks and Bellamy wiped then off.
"I cant watch this" Raven cried and walked out of the dropship.
I stood by the ladder.
"Now Raven get over here" Jaha said pointing the gun at the other side of him.
My heart began to race, Clarke looked at me then looked at the screen.
Raven lied.
Raven walked forward with tears in her eyes and Jaha slammed the gun into her chest and forced her to take it.
"Come on Rav you dont have to do this, you can set me free, we can escape" Casey started choking up.
Jahas laughter filled the room.
"Im sorry love" she pulled the trigger, Casey fell on the floor his lifeless body just lay there.
Then the video ended.
I fell to the ground screaming as his death replayed over and over.
"I WILL KILL JAHA I SWEAR IT!! HE WILL PAY FOR THIS!!" Bellamy wrapped his arms around me.
"Bellamy give her time.." clarke placed her hand on his shoulder.
I really didn't want time I want bellamy.
But I was to mad and upset to ask him to stay.
I got up and stormed down the ladder.
"IT WAS YOU!! YOU KILLED MY BROTHER ITS ALL YOUR FAULT HE BEGGED FOR YOU TO FREE HIM YOU COULD HAVE SAVED HIM!!" I screamed getting closer and closer to her. Raven stood there staring at me.
Everyones attention was on me.
Bellamy rushed out towards me and clarke went to help Raven.
"I HATE YOU!!" I screamed lunging at her but Bellamy pulled me back.
I screamed and fought back but he wouldn't let go his arms were wrapped around my waist from behind.
"Everyone get back to work!" Clarke said walking away with raven.
My fight kept getting weaker and weaker.
Me and bellamy were on the ground as he cradled me.
My screamed became faint and I just cried into his shoulder.
"Shh its okay" he whispered in my ear.
I was still getting looks from people but I dont care.
"Come on lets get you in my tent" he helped me up the same time he got up.
"You're all muddy" I sorta laughed making him smile.
"Well if it makes you laugh I will go roll around in it" he said pointing to the ground.
I didn't say anything I just sniffled and walked with him.
"Im not gonna sit down on your bed if I'm all muddy." I said taking off my shoes.
"Here" he threw a long shirt at me and I took off my pants and slipped his shirt on.
It was starting to get dark outside and I was getting tired.
He took off his shirt and his pants, he put on another pair of pants. I'm guessing he snuck them in a bag because no one was aloud to bring anything on the dropship.
I sat down at the end of his bed and looked up at him then the ground.
"Why did this happen, Casey was amazing..." I said fiddling with my fingers.
He sat next to me and put one arm around me.
"Sometimes horrible things happen to amazing people, that doesn't define who they are or were. They are the same amazing person as before" he tucked a strand of my hair behind me ear.
I threw my arms around his neck without hesitation.
"Bellamy blake, you are the only reason why I am still here" I said into his shoulder.
He was sad but happy, he couldn't tell either to smile or not.
"Its a good thing bell" after I said that he smiled pulling away.
"We best get some sleep" he said throwing me onto his bed.
"Hey!" I laughed getting up and tackling him.
Good thing he was on the bed not the ground.
He placed his feet on my stomach and intwined our fingers together then lifted me up in the air.
I put my legs straight out and my arms out sorta, I didn't want to knock us over. "Your so adorable.." Bells face went red.
"Aw thanks love, your adorabler though." I said laughing.
He slowly brought me down and i laid between his legs my head was on his chest hearing every beat his heart made.
"Bell, whenever I am with you I forget about all my worries, I forget about reality, about...everything bad that has happened its like im in a whole new world..a world where I feel safe and protected from anything.." I didn't look up at him I just continued to look at the table across the tent.
"Addy whenever I am with you, I smile alot, no matter how my mood is, you always lighten my day nothing bad crosses my mind my worries are moved to the side, you are my happiness...and I will forever protect you no matter what happens I will do anything for you" I looked at him and smiled.
"Thanks Bellamy... you mean so much to me..." I smiled and went to rest my head but he lifted my chin back up. We made eye contact for a few seconds before his face ended up inches away from mine, his hot breathe hit my face, then he planted a soft passionate kiss on my lips.
Butterflies went crazy in my stomach, his lips are so soft, so loving, and so protecting..