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There wasn't another way for Jack to be in the picture 😂 ^

I changed the cover to choice two. 😊

I was able to go back on tour in a few days since I didn't break anything but I missed the San Diego stop. I walk on stage and a few people shout and ask if I'm alright.

"I'm fine, I just made a mistake," I say and smile at how much they care.

I start singing Issues by Julia Micheals

I'm jealous, I'm overzealous

When I'm down I get real down

When I'm high I don't come down

I get angry, baby, believe me

I could love you just like 

and I could leave you just as fast

But you don't judge me

 Cause if you did baby I would judge you too

No you don't judge me

Cause if you did baby I would judge you too

Cause I got issues 

And you got em too

So give em all to me and I'll give mine to you

Bask in the glory

Of all our problems 

Cause we got the kind of love

It takes to solve em

Yeah I got issues

And one of them is how bad I need you

Tears fall down my face and the words need to be shoved out of my throat. A sob escapes my mouth and I can't stop.

"I'm sorry," I whisper into the mic before running off the stage.

I run to the bathroom and sink down to the floor. Sobs rack my body and tears stream down my face. The only through running through my mind is...

I f*cked up.

"I f*cked up and I may not be able to fix it," I whisper to myself, causing another round of sobs to escape from my mouth.

I'm finally able to stop crying and I stand up. I'm a mess, my makeup is ruined and the trail of the tears are on my face. I turn the water on and dowse my face with water. I take a deep yet shaky breath and look in the mirror. The water on my eyelids makes it harder to keep my eyes open and my skin feels clogged up. I push my hair back and wipe my face. I check my appearance before prepping a fake smile and walking out.

"Hey guys!" I say a little too cheerily to the people standing outside the door.

I feel a little sad that none of the boys.

Of course they aren't there! They are performing! My mind scolds me.

I watch the boys perform and they bombard me with questions when they can.

"Are you Okay?" Jonah asks.

"What happened?" Jack asks.

"Are you gonna be fine?" Zach asks.

"What happened out there?" Corbyn asks.

Daniel simply says, "I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault. It's mine," I say. "I shouldn't have chosen a song that could have affected me like that. I'm sorry for ruining your show."

"You didn't ruin it," Corbyn says, wrapping me in a hug.

"You just did something different," Jack says with a chuckle, joining the hug.

We all give a small laugh and everyone but Daniel joins in the hug.

"Come on Daniel," Jonah says.

"But it's my fault," he says.

"No it isn't!" I shout.

"Okay then," he says quietly before joining the group hug.

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