The Alphas Second Chance

Chapter 22

Aprils P.O.V

Standing in my wolf As i put my pup in the freshly dug hole next to the lake where she loved to play. Was the absolute worst feeling anyone could have asked for, My heart pounded and felt like something was missing and my heart was even more empty than before. First Max, Then my parents, Then My best friends and Now my Pup. What more can that bitch take away from me.

My wolf was in tears a cry escaped my mouth and i felt my Shakira mourning the death of her pup. I was crying on the inside, i couldn't help but not, Shakira was only with me for a short time but i had connected to her and when i was unhappy she did something stupid that made me laugh.

When everything went to shit my pup was there for me, When she needed me most i wasn't there. It broke me apart to think i could have stopped this, If only i was stronger, faster then none of this would have happened.

Somedays i wonder what my life would have been like without Jane in it, Right now what would it be like ?Ella wouldn't be dead that's for one. The pack wouldn't be torn away from his Alpha. I would be Luna, None of what has happened would have happened. However i can't change the past only the future.

If only i could have saved Shakira, It was my fault she was dead. If i had not reacted so badly to Lola's comment and just walked away none of this would have happened. I just don't know what or why i attacked her, just after what she said about Ella. It set me of and i wanted to kill her.

I still do. She had a part to play in my pups death and justice was going to be set in good time.If he challenges me for my position, i will kill him and her too, no doubt it will be a dirty fight she will jump in and then i'll just have to kill her. They all think because i'm crippled in my human form means my wolf is weak. Well have they got another thing coming or what.

Looking in the whole where Shakira laid i licked her face one last time before i placed her favourite play toy next to her. I was bawling in the human side but all Shakira now felt was pure rage and hatred. Before she was crying out to her mate but he did not answer and then that awful pain came into her stomach and she experienced what i felt on a regular basis which did not make her emotions go any better.

Tears dripped down my snout, a twig snapping brought me out of thoughts i stood over where my pups grave was and let out a snarl to whoever was there. Several wolves appeared and i recognized all of them. Then more appeared and before i knew it over 200 wolves were standing around my pups grave. I watched as 7people in human form stepped out. I saw Ashton, Hector, Mira, Lilly, Penny, Charlie and Maggie appear out from the tree line as well.

This was my pack. Coming to mourn with me, i didn't invite anyone here in the first place because some people E.g my mother and Jane would call me Pathetic for caring so much for a wolf pup. So i thought i should just have it on my own but everyone decided to show up uninvited which was nice as i never even thought to consider that people would come to a wolf pups Burial.

Everyone knew how much she meant to you.Sweetheart they could hear your weeping and wailing and new you had lost a pup. She may not have been your pup or a baby, But she was yours and You and Shakira loved her so much and we all know you did your best to protect her.

Why are they all here

They all love and respect you April,They came here to mourn with you.

"I'm sorry we didn't get to her in time"Ashton said rubbing my back. I looked up to him and rubbed my head against his stomach. Telling him it was okay. Penny came to my front and hugged me and so did Mira.

Charlie stood behind me and so did Maggie i felt their strong presence behind me Hector and Mira did the same. I felt my friend retreat to behind me, they were not pack members but they also weren't enemies yet. All of the warriors knew that Ashton or any of them were a direct threat to them as such but to Henry Jane my parents and Max most all it was a totally different ball game and my pack knew that but all they did was nod their head in respect to them.