"For trying to do what I did the other night. For letting Bella and me stay here. For being with Bella and not you." He says as he starts to play with my hair again.
"The other night it's fine. You and Bella staying here I'll forgive you later. What do you mean being with Bella and not me?" I state as I find E news.
"If I broke up with Bella would you at least consider being my girlfriend?" Matt ask as he goes on his phone.
"You can't handle me as your girlfriend." I state as he laughs.
"Yeah you're right I'd have to punch at least ten guys every night for checking you out." Matt says calling someone. As I giggle but he puts his finger to his lips telling me to shut up.
I get up and saddle his waist cause if not allowed to talk I'm going to make it hard for him to. He looks at me with pure lust leaning in to kiss me. But the phone stops ringing and an annoying voice answers. He puts it on speaker so I can hear. I lay my head on his chest and listen.
"Hey babe!" The annoying voice shouts over loud music.
"I'm breaking up with you. We're done don't call me again." He says as I look up at him. He pulls me closer to him and I giggle but I try and hide it. He hangs up the phone and I wrap my arms around his neck
"So are you going to make me pancakes tomorrow?" I ask giggling. As he throws his head back.
"Did I not tell you I only pancakes after sex?" He jokes as I get off of him laying back down on the pillow.
"You're mean!" I joke acting like a five year old.
"Fine I'll make you pancakes tomorrow if you let me bring you to a modeling shoot." He gives in as he smiles at me making weird faces.
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I wake up feeling the sheets on my bare skin. I get up and throw on VS underwear and Matts shirt on the floor. Pancakes!!!! I run out of my room into the kitchen and yell "Pancakes!" As I jump on his back.
"Weirdo." Matt laughs as he puts the pancake on a plate then hands it to me.
"I'm not the one who has tattoos of butterflies and roses so." I laugh taking my pancakes.I sit on the bar stools and he laughs.
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We got in his car going to some shoot thing and I'm so scared.Not scared nervous I want to be a model it would make so much more money.But I'm me ugly brown hair, curvy but skinny, I don't know I just have a huge fear of rejection. Like what if they say flat out I'm to ugly.
"Matt?" I ask nervous playing with my hands.
"Yes beautiful." He states as he stares off at the road while he puts he hands me his phone.What is this for? Um I'm confused like in books the guy says throw it out the window.
"What is this for?" I ask holding up his phone.
"Ask me what you wanted to say before." He says in a duh way. Doing the continue motion with his hand.
"Why do you want to bring me to this place?" I ask quietly playing with his phone in my hand. I mean I want to go I just I don't know I don't want to.
"Because I want you to try something new out. If you hate you hate it. But what happens when you fall in love with it?" He asks gently with me clinging onto every word.
"So what do you want me to do to this?" I ask holding up his phone.
"Delete every girls contact you don't want in my phone. My password is 90210." He demands as I enter his password.
"Um okay." I stutter out searching around for his contacts. I find my way to the H section then all I see is Hoe 1, Hoe 2, Hoe 3. He had so many his entire contacts were basically just in H. I deleted most of them but I left a few. Ones like 28, 92, 104 just to test him later. Then I deleted a few names some chick name Samantha, a Jessica, Emily, Monica, Stephane. I hope they aren't important people but I just don't trust certain people. Then of course I find Bella's contact block and delete. I know trust issues I know but I can't just trust someone I have to learn how. I feel bad that I can't trust him yet. I feel like it's impossible to trust anymore. Once you trust people and they break you so many times you stop trusting everyone.
I know this is a stupid analogy but it's kinda like when you were in elementary school and because stupid Jimmy, Tanner, and Jacob did something stupid the entire class gets in trouble. It's not everyone's fault it's those few people that ruined it for everyone else(and this is how you can tell I'm 13). I turn off his phone and put it back in the cup holder.
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"We're here!" Mat says excitedly grabbing his phone turning off the car then getting out. I open my door and he grabs my hand as soon as I get out interlocking our fingers. I look around and we're on the corner of some street. He giggles and leads me to a door that says Alice Photography. I walk in and the walls are painted white with pictures of beautiful girls in nice luv frames. There are nice white couches and a glass cocktail table with a fancy fish bowl with a cute little red fish. The front desk was a semi circle white desk with a young woman sitting at the almost futuristic looking chair. The girl was only about 18, beach blonde hair, nice classy makeup, and was nicely tanned. She was wearing black skinned jeans with a white silky tank top and white heels which killed it. Mat walked up to her holding my hand.
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Sry for not posting not that anyone reads this. But here you go I'll post later tonight.
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Fanfiction"Matt this is the reason I woln't talk to you for one minute. Cause if you don't get what you want you throw a fit and act like your god. Mabey once you break up with Bella and I can trust you I'll talk to you. But until then leave me alone." I say...
