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"Yeah but you're not going to like what you see." She answer moving to let me in. I walk inside and a guy with his shirt off is on her sofa. I don't blame her she wants to move on so do I but I can't.
"Hey dude." I say just so I can see his face and who I'm dealing with.
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He's about my size a bit bigger so what muscular but somewhat not. He's got dark brown hair I get a closer look at his face when he turns his head. It's G he looks at me in shock and stands up.
"Why you here?" He ask getting somewhat defensive. As Kylie closes the door and walks over to him. That little I can't believe her I can't fucking believe her. She didn't tell him wow like I know I cheated on her. But at least that hoe knew I had a girl.
"It's okay baby. He just here to get his stuff and leave." Kylie says getting somewhat harsh interpreting my thoughts as I try and find the words. She wraps her arm around G and puts her head into his body.
I can't believe her wow that little bitch.
"You know what Kylie you're a fucking little whore. I don't understand why the hell you just fuck around. You think you're just so cool Kylie don't you? Drugs, partying, drinking, having sex? You wouldn't have even gotten that modeling opportunity if it wasn't for me. Cause your an ugly ass whore!"I scream at her seeing her eyes on the brink of tears. What did I just do? I lost her the girl I fucking love. First girl I loved in a long time is gone and it's my fault. Why am I like this? Why am I so over protective that she can't be with a guy and I can't just have a reasonable talk?" I have to go completely insane.
Kylie's POV
"Leave just leave. If you hate me so much then why don't you just get out?" I scream on the brink of tears. He's right he's so fucking right about everything.
"Kylie I'm sor..." Mat says before getting cut off by Mod(I know his name is Derek but we're just going to call him Mod.)
"Just get out." Mod cuts him off.
My shitty life this is why I don't do relationships or love. It's a game that I don't know how to play.(My life right fucking now) I'm done I can't do this shit anymore I don't understand why this is my fucking life. "Both of you fucking get out now!" I scream through tears. My heart breaks as I say that but it's what needs to happen I need them to leave. They both walk towards the door and leave. I fall to the floor as tears start to leave my eyes. Why am I fucking here? I just sit on the floor thinking about life and death. How easy it would be to die and how it would really affect no one. But I'd be dead at 23 but my 23 years were enough. I get up walking into the kitchen I open the knife stand. Do I really want to do this? Is my life so bad that I don't want to live? I just want someone to fucking care anyone to care about me. I can't I won't. I walk into my bedroom and go to bed.
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I wake up and it's 7 pm I check my phone and skip through the text and missed calls from Mat, Mod, and Aaron. I see one from Khloe she's like my best friend from back home. It say 'hey Kylie! I'm going to be out in LA for the next month can I stay at your place. I'll pay half of your month's rent I just need a place and we can hang out!'
I respond with 'Um duh sister! We're going to have so much fun! What time do you want me to pick you up from the airport?'
It text
Khloe❤️❤️❤️- Um actually my flight lands in an hour I can uber if you want.
Kylie- No it's fine I'll come pick you up. I can't wait!!!
Out of text
I'm so excited to see Khloe it's been like six months. She's like me just back at home normal job, boxer, party kid. I get up and change into jean shorts and a black cropped hoodie. I grab my phone, shoes, and keys then walk out the door
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Chloe got in the car and we both squealed super loud cause it feels like we haven't seen each other in forever. We start driving and I get a call from an unknown number. I answer it and it synced up to Bluetooth so Khloe can hear. "Hi this is Amanda from Alice photography! Can I speak with Kylie Jenn?" A cheerful voice answers over the phone.
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You guys so sorry I haven't been updating lately unless I was just trying to tell you about my life. Also I know this isn't a big day but I hit 200+ reads on this story thank you guys so much. Also I didn't know people actually like this so thank you to all the people who do.
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