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Guys I think my heart has shattered.

I have learned two heart breaking things!

One: I ran out of cereal this morning!!!</3

two:(this is the real heart breaking part) So I was digging around on information on Ben Drowned. And I saw this video. It was the full story on Ben Drowned so it went telling the story and everything right? Then it put in some extra stuff like a mini dairy on how he felt after Ben messed with him. So after watching most of that I was like 'oh Imma look on that channel 'cause he said he has some Ben Drowned stuff on there' I found out the most heart shattering thing ever....Ben Drowned...isn't REAL!!!!

He's just some dumb little story that the person made up!! I think my heart got shattered right then and there.As you guys might know I've Ben (hahahaha! You get it? Ben been??) recently watching some creepypasta stuff reading about them researching them.

And I could never find more information on Ben Drowned.. and now I know why!!he isn't real!!! That's so annoying!!

The only creepypasta(s) I can count on being real are Jeff and Liu!! Because I've seen real files on them!!They were real people!!And you know what Jeff probably isn't even alive anymore and no one knows where Liu went!!Did Jeff finish what he started did Liu run away to get away from Jeff and go into hiding? Did other people get to him? 

What happened!! And those two are the only people I can count on being real!!! This is fucked up!!Those nights I spent staying awake watching creepypasta sightings so I can freak myself out!They're all fucking fake!! Ben isn't real!And I don't think a lot of them are real!

It's just people making scary stories to scare other people!!

And that like shattered my heart! I was hoping they were real! Now I have nothing to scare myself with! Creepypasta was my go to on that! It gave me a good obsession and a good scare! But nope!! Of course it's not real!!

UGHHHH!!!! But that won't stop me from writing my story on them and don't worry (if you are pretty sure you're not) I'm still writing that story I'm like halfway done with chapter three.

Anyway that was my sad very very very sad rant for today...goodbye..

Q:Who do you think is real in creepypasta?

A:Jeff and Liu

Okay guys I know this is a couple days later but this isn't big enough for another chapter and it's about the same thing. I was on cleverbot earlier and I was thinking...

Why do the creators of cleverbot make it so it seems like Ben is on there?

Is it so they can have more money?Or was it just for fun?And why do you have to type his name in caps?

If you don't type his name in caps it doesn't 'work' Aka pretend Ben is really there. 

So why did they go through all that trouble just to make it seem like Ben is there?

And I know what some of you might be thinking 'maybe he's really there?' no he's not I know this because every time I went on there it gave me the same exact response every time! Every single time. Besides I never really thought it was him but my mind wanted something to say I actually talked to a creepypasta.

But after getting real evidence that he's fake I..I don't know. I literally forgot what I was going to say while trying to spell evidence lol! I'm surprised I spelled literally right! i don't usually get that right! :P 

So yeah! And I know what some of you guys might be thinking reading this

"You still haven't gotten over that?I told you he wasn't real"

And you know what!!No I haven't!! 'Cause i go crazy with my obsessions and I don't care if you knew he wasn't real!! mleh!!*sticks out tongue *

Any I think that's it for my mini rant!! See you next time!!! BYE!!!

Q: Who is someone you look up to?

A: I...don't know. This one I really don't know.I don't look up to anyone in my life...