Life of a Star (Greyson Chance FF)

FLASH 43-Sweetest Mistake

GREYSON

Those were already considered as first few signs of rejection. And even if those were few, it also meant that I failed. I'm still the loser like I used to be in the old days.

No chance.

I'm a big failure but I'm not surprised of it anymore. But...do I really want to give up?

No. 

Then I won't.

I gulped the vodka that was in my wine glass, feeling the taste of alcohol and water combination which turned out fine for my throat. The taste was so strong like its odor and I wished I could've just mixed it with some other juices. I couldn't get my ass off this couch right now. About twenty minutes later I felt a bit dizzy yet relaxed at the same time. The feeling was so fuckin' great that I couldn't ask for more.

"I'm...not...*hik* giving up. Haha."

"Tch...I need more... I need Belle..."

"Can't you just..."

From afar, I could still see a figure looking exactly like Belle and I tried my very best to act normal. But stupid liquor's not allowing me from being the one. She was doing the pole dance...And there were lots who actually enjoyed her presence...

*hik* If I could only allow myself to go back in time. Those effin' memories of us singing together. Those were the unforgettable ones...

BELLE

I've been here for twenty minutes straight and my new friends are still not here. They were gone for a good thirty-minute dance in the pool of drunken people and now they couldn't get back to this spot. Where the hell are they? Oh, maybe they dumped me with some hunks for a one night stand.

Argh. My head hurts a bit. But I drank the pain away.

Twenty minutes later and I couldn't take it anymore. My head was becoming dizzy. Add up the boring air in my spot while watching the people having fun with envy. I wouldn't let them be the only ones to have fun; I should too.

Slowly, I got up from my spot and started walking in the crowd of people dancing. I smiled to myself in satisfaction. This is really what I wanted.

I got on stage and stole everybody's attention. What's the matter? I should have the center of everybody's attention. *hik* I should have all attention on me. Everyone's gonna enjoy this night and I should---

"Wut... the hell are ya...*hik* trying to do?" I yelled near his ear out of the loud music 

"I'm only trying to get you of trouble!" He yelled back. Damn, I'm getting dizzier each second...and out of myself. I'm afraid I could fucking lose my consciousness in the middle of this place and pass out.

"...I don't know you..." I smiled to him. "So let go of...*hik* me..."

"I *hik* couldn't let you...dance in the middle of everyone, Belle."

I tried to get away from this man's grip but he was really ten times stronger than me. I couldn't let him take advantage of me...now that I'm really drunk.

"Hey little dimwit..." I spoke out of eerie silence between two of us. "Who the hell are you?"

"...it doesn't matter. I'm going to get you home after this."

"You know who Greyson Chance is?" I asked out of eerie silence, smiling like an idiot when he turned the engine on.

"...who is he?"

"Hahaha! That damn jerk...he's playing with my feelings...and he's trying to make things complicated when everything's alright..."

"...well..* he's not....*hik* giving up this time..."

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(WARNING: The following scene is prohibited for conservative people. Only available for open-minded ones XD But seriously, you could skip this...err..scene..)

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This night was the roughest one I ever had. My arms snaked around his neck while his hand was wrapped around my waist. My eyes were shut close and I could taste the strong liquor on his lips. He was using his other hand to lead us to a room...But it didn't matter anymore...

Tonight, I'm his property...

My eyes were shut and the intensity of the kiss keeps on getting stronger. Slowly, we had already reached the bed and I let my back lay on the soft part and let this guy do the rest to me.

Few minutes later, my body was in the state of being uncovered. Meaning to say, he's trying to unbutton my blouse and pull down my jeans. It really didn't matter even he was on top of me. His lips pressed against mine violently and his right hand was caressing my cheek. I held onto his soft hair and played with it at the same time, still feeling the taste of liquor on his bottom lip and tongue. I actually had gotten used to it already. I could also tell he was smiling at that time.

Next thing I knew, his lips made its way to my neck slowly, nibbling my skin. From the neck down to my tummy and down again to my v line. A soft moan escaped from my lips, feeling the ticklish sensation while his tongue was playing with my pearl. It was really indescribable. I hope I get to have this feeling all the time. My vision's getting blurry by each second and as time goes by, I didn't really know I would fall asleep.

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(A/N: CUT! Okay I really don't know how to write this kind of intense scene and it's my first time so bare with my horrible skills. I don't want it to go deeper >.< Eeek! I'm still young!)