She stared at me for a long time, at least a good 20 minutes. "I'm not the beautiful person you think I am. I can't be that person right now." He looks at me like I'm crazy. "I'm not asking you to be that person. I understand that you can't be that person right now, I really do. I just don't want you to push me away right now either Illianà. I just want to be here for you. I help you through this. I promise there is no pressure." She looks at me. "Why do you care Dreux, you left me remember." I roll my eyes. I realized she is just trying to provoke me and push me away. I sigh deeply. I pick her up and place her on my lap. She flinches. "See, this is why I want to be here. I want to be here for you. I don't want me touching you to cause you to flinch. I want to be here for all of the shit that you are about to go through. I want you to be comfortable with me again. I want to kiss you so bad right now. I want to hold you tight and make you feel better. I want you to be happy again. I want to make you happy again."
I stare at her as she processes my words. She looks so broken and it is killing me. I can't help myself anymore, I grab her face gently and I kiss her. I kiss her soft and tenderly at first, almost hesitant. She doesn't push me away. The thought makes me smile. She is now kissing me back, softly. I am gently rubbing her back as I kiss her with a little more passion. She groans lightly and kisses me deeper, grabbing my shoulders. I kiss her back deeper, slipping my tongue into her mouth, all while still rubbing her back. She moans, which makes my dick harden and because she is sitting on my lap it pokes her thigh. It scares her and she jumps up suddenly. "Shit Mii I am sorry." I say completely embarrassed. "It's okay..I just..I can't.." I feel awful now. "No its my fault. Kissing you turns me on and I know this..I am so sorry. I didn't meant to scare you. I would never do anything you didn't want to. I would never rush you or hurt you."
Her face is flushed and she smiles for the first time, just for a second. It was truly a real smile because it reached her eyes. Her beautiful violet eyes *I'm so glad she stopped wearing contacts, fuck her eyes are so beautiful.* She looks away embarrassed. "I think I should go shower.." She turns back to face me. "I'm coming." I look her up and down and bite my lip instinctively out of habit. She saw it and started blushing. *FUCK she is so beautiful.* She turns towards the bathroom and starts walking. She pauses at the door and reaches for my hand. "Are you coming??" I grab her hand and she takes me into the bathroom. She turns on the water, adjusts it and motions for me to get in. I follow her request, removing my towel and exposing my hard dick. She stares at it for a minute and then looks away, face flushed. "Thank you mamii, you didn't have to do this. You can sit on the counter if you want." I say as I get in the shower, the hot water soothing my aching muscles. *Damn I am tired and my body hurts from breaking down that fucking door. I'd do anything for my Babygirl.*
She is studying me intently. She takes off her towel and gets in the shower with me. I sit down on the bench and wince. *Fuck man my ribs hurt.* she must have noticed my grimace, she looks down at me and notices the bruise forming on my ribs. She touches it so gentle I can barely feel her fingers. She has a disappointed look on her face. I touch her hand "I am okay mamii. I would do it again in a heartbeat, bruised ribs or not I will always do what I need to protect you." She has tears in her eyes. "Don't you dare cry again. You have no reason to feel guilty or to cry. Period. I Love You and I will do anything for you. I don't care what bruises I end up wit as long as you are okay." She is staring into my eyes. She blinks back tears and grabs my shampoo. I grab her waist and pull her onto my lap. She undoes my hair ties and lets my hair down. She grabs the shower head and soaks my head, the warm water soothing me. She washes my hair full out, puts it up in a bun and ties it. Then she grabs my wash cloth, lathers it & she washes my body the way I washed hers, being careful around my bruises.
Half an hour later I step out the shower, grabbing her towel and wrapping it around her. I then wrap my own towel around my waist and gently carry her back to my bed. I sit her down "Do you want my help??" She doesn't even look up at me, she just nods her head yes. I take off her towel, dry her off and then I lotion her body. She flinches at first but eases up slightly. I help her get dressed and then she does the same for me. I pull back the covers and she climbs in my bed. "Lay with me please. I don't want to be alone." She says while she is looking into my eyes. "I will never leave you alone ever again. I promise." I climb into bed next to her, I am careful not to touch her, I don't want her to freak out. She turns over to face me. "Thank you Dreux. Thank you for saving me. For always being here..I am sorry I am doing all this to you-" I am looking at her like she is crazy. "First of all NEVER apologize for being human. You cant help the way you feel and I respect that and you too much to be offended, not that I was. Second of all, I will never do anything you aren't 100% comfortable with. I'm down for you always and no matter what happens. I will always be here for my Babygirl."....
