Dangerous Temptations

(8) Friday Nights Bite

Heyy Everyone!!

My life is currently in the state of exhaustion, so bear with me please, I know I'm horrible for keeping you waiting so much but I'm merely finding time..

Regardless, Here's the new chapter! Have fun! And Happy Easter everyone <3

My song for this chapter is "Don't Speak" By No Doubt

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Chapter Eight: Friday Nights Bite.

Friday, 1st of November 2013..

Mia x

Can someone explain to me what the hell am I doing? I need someone to explain to me since I can't find the answer to my question myself. What am I doing? Who am I? A month ago, I was with my loving mother, I had Lucas as an annoying best friend, and James the amazingly beautiful crush.

Now, I'm a freaking mess, I don't have my mother, or even my father, I have absolutely no idea how I feel about Lucas or James. How can one suddenly be so unsure of something? Most of my high school years, I was pretty clear with myself and what I wanted. Now, nothing.

James is really sweet. He takes care of me, he was worried sick when I told him that I wasn't going to that ball yesterday, he's the typical caring boy friend. The problem is though, it's nothing else. Our relationship -no scratch that- I don't even know what to call it, the guy didn't even ask me out! He just asked me on a date while I was in a bloody hospital, we had a dramatic date, he kissed me at the end of it, and that's it. He was acting all sweet and cute after that, with all the kissing and holding hands here and there, but nothing was actually said, he never asked me our, never admitted that he actually liked me.

Then there's Lucas, fucking hell, that guy is going to make me blow my brains out. How could someone even be like that? First, he wraps me up in his arms like I'm a freaking baby in the hospital, the next minute, he's hooking up with Tina, my enemy, and he's rubbing it in my face! Like he's purposely dating her just to annoy the hell out of me.

After that, he becomes suspiciously weird, backing me up in a corner in the rain, he looked sad, nervous, even. He wanted to tell me something and he looked like he was going to die if he didn't say it, but Caroline just had to see us in that exact minute to interrupt his confession. So, he gets back to being old, annoying Lucas who's trying to shut everyone out by doing the weirdest things.

All that is one thing, but slow dancing with me to Falling Slowly, on Halloween, while we're both horribly sick, is a completely different thing. Things led to each other, and I found my lips inches away from his, and the worst part, is that I was actually waiting for him to kiss me, and out of the blue, he backs away, and runs upstairs, just to come down and tell me that he had to go finish the rest of his homework. Really, Lucas? You just couldn't find a better excuse? If any of this means anything, it means that I will end up in a mental institute soon.

I looked at my red pants, my checkered black and white, sleeveless blouse and my black shirt. I decided that they were good enough, they're casual enough for school and pretty enough for, well, me. I paired it with some black flats and a red bag. I finished off with some heavy black eye liner and red lip gloss, Done.

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"Good morning, sunshine." Aunt Lisa smiled as I descended downstairs.

"Hey." I yawned.

"Someone didn't sleep well last night" She started teasing, not the time for you, Aunt Lisa!