Tough Love

23

*after the leg was healed*
I'm young to a school with pony,it contains both,yay!he said he'd protect me,I didn't wear any of that soc stuff for the first day I wanted people to know who I am,I wore a red flannel,black ripped jeans,burgundy converse and put my hair in a red bandana,I put on a old watch and did some simple makeup,we were walking to school and I saw Harley "bre?" She said shocked I looked at her a but annoyed I'm still mad at her,she tried to save me but she never told me that she wanted my looks to change just so I can go to school with her,"mhm" I replied "What are you wearing" she said real mad "I'm wearing my clothes?" I said confused "you look like a grease?" I looked at ponyboy "she is a grease and she's proud" she rolled her eyes and walked away with her friends as I continued to walk with pony,I had most of my classes with him,at least I had my first class with him I guess,he introduced me to his other friends,now I was in a class with at least so,some I knew, I was in English,we were writing a story and I needed to sharpen my pencil,I was walking them thump I fell down,I looked up and saw a soc,"sorry grease you must be slippery" the class started laughing but my new friends and pony boy,I sharpened my pencil and carefully walked to my desk "that new girl,the greaser she's a bit....odd" one sox whisper yelled to her friend being sure I'd hear it "I heard she stabbed her self and survived,like no one wants a girl grease why didn't she just take a gun?" I heard another say I felt a warm tear fall down my cheek,it was lunch time,I sat with my new friends and pony,my new friends were all girls,surprisingly they were all close,not a bf or gf thing I'm talking best friends,their names were Mandy(Amanda),fuzzy(faith),jay jay (Jessica),and Emmy (Emily) we all gossiped about the socs,5 minutes passed and I forgot a napkin so I went to get one then I felt something cold run down my body "wash yourself grease" a soc said,it was just water so I rolled my eyes and continued walking to the napkin until someone threw theure whole tray of food at me "here cow have some more food" another threw a soda in my face "wash that down with a Diet Coke bitch" another said,I wasn't the skinniest but I sure wasn't over weight,or big,But I sure don't have abs,im average weight,I wiped my eyes and ran right out,but before I hit the door I slipped on grease,"LOOK THE GREASE SLIPPED ON GREASE" I heard a boy yell,I really hurt my arm,I went to the bathroom and cried,that's all I really did,I heard 2 people run in "breezy?its Mandy and jay jay,the others are dealing with it are you ok?" They said I slowly lifted up my feet from the stall I was in so they wouldn't know I was here,"she's not here Mandy" Jessica said,they ran out,I checked my arm and my elbow was purple,I pulled my phone out and texted Johnny asap,wit my luck I dropped my phone on the floor and the screen cracked,I was gonna clean myself up until a group of socs walked in so I quickly got back in my stall,"damn we gotta get her to do something,next time we see her I say we throw her in the showers and lock the door" the girls laughed,I felt tears running down my face "I feel bad for her parents,I'd wanna die if I had her too" another soc said,they all laughed,"hope she kills herself soon" the main one said as they walked out,as soon as they went out I locked the door so no one could get in and just broke down crying,I've been threw worse but having them say stuff about my parents hurt like a lot,I walked out of the bathroom "bre!" Pony said,I didn't know what I felt anymore I walked out of the school without any emotion,I didn't say a word,I walked in the middle of the road and stopped,turned around and looked ahead of me,I saw headlights and smiled until pony pushed me"ARE YIU CRAZY" he yelled at me I frowned and back with the no emotion stage he got up and walked me back to his house the gang was sitting there,I ran right to the kitchen grabbed and knife and started cutting,deep and fast,the gang ran right in I pointed the knife them "let me do it"I screamed my blood was dripping all over the ground Johnny fainted,dally looked upset and the rest of the gang was in shock,"I need to" I said "bre" Steve said I couldn't even look at him "please I couldn't live without you" he took a step closer and I stabbed him,along with the rest of the gang

Dream ends

I woke up scared,I was still in the bathroom stall,I fell asleep,I ran to the Curtis brothers house though,I don't like school