Voltron X Reader ONESHOT

2 am

I woke up to Lance mumbling and crying. He was shaking the bed as he kicked the blankets that he felt pinned him down.

I kicked off my blankets and leaped over to Lance. His face was wet and he was shaking.

"Shhhh, Lance it's ok," I said kneeling over him. I didn't know whether to wake him or to let it pass. I remember seeing that applying pressure to someone who has a night tremor helps.

"Lance, shhhh. Oh, god," I sighed as I realized what I had to do. I straddled Lance leaning down, I pressed myself onto him. He was shaking harder, but he stopped shouting.

"Shhhh, Lance it's ok, I'm here. It's ok," I said, my voice shaking
I covered him with my self as much as I could. Pressing all of myself onto him, he stopped shaking but continued to cry.
"Lance, please. Please stop crying. Stop crying," I whined to myself more than  to him. I felt his tears fall on my cheek. I couldn't take it anymore. My bones quivered, shaking in undeniable fear, I couldn't even curl my fingers if I tried. My stomach melted into a slippery sob of insanity. My ears filled with the sound of my quickening heart beat, and his cries, I couldn't here myself think, breath. I was being suffocated by his pain or my fear, I don’t know! Maybe it was both it all became a blurr just a high pitch scream in my ears!
 
I pushed lips into his.

I-I don't know why I did it but it was the only thing that made everything stop.

Lance opened his eyes to me on his lips. I only pulled away when he sleepily kissed back. My face burned like a fire was below the skin. I climbed off of Lance still shock of what just happened. I fell back into the bed hardly catching myself, my stomach knotted even more and my spinal cord shook against my vertbrae.

I was pulled into my own insanity as I realized what I had just done. I am the reason for the ripple that would echo through at the past, present and future. I am why Lance will never speak to me again. I am the reason I was on this manhunt to find him, I'm the reason I'm on this godforsaken metal prison. I'm the reason Hunk will never look me in the eye again, I'm the reason, Pidge will never stand to be in the same room as me, I am the reason Lance will never love like I love him, I am my own undoing! Me!

"(Y/N)!"

I didn’t realize I was screaming "why" over and over until Lance yelled my name. He caught me right as I collapsed.

"You were crying-and-and I didn't know what to do. And then-then- then you were shaking and-I-I. It was loud, I couldn't breath. I can't breath, I can't breath. Lance, I can't breath," my words were just mumurs of air"I-I can't breath," I could feel all of the billions of signals going 268 miles per hour up my spine telling my skin to crawl. I felt ever nerve in my scream.

Lance pulled me into his arms, pressing me against him as he held me tight.

"Breath," he said and somehow I listened. Even my breath was shaking, like even the air molecules couldn't figure out how I wasn't calming down.
"3 deep breaths ok? Do them with me, One" he breathed in deep and steady, I followed more shaky than his but still deep, "Two" he said laying his forehead into mine. I breathed in again, my screaming skin becoming a mere background noise.
"Three," he said as we breathed in finally. He pulled back and held my face, he looked into by eye, beyond concern.

"(Y/N), what happened?" He asked. I sighed and took his hands down from my face.
"I woke and you were kicking and crying. I was scared so I went over to see what was wrong, you were shouting and I didn’t know what to do. So I held you down bevause that what your supposed to do, I think. You were shaking and I was scared and then my ears were ring and I...," I paused and look into his eyes. I looked down, not knowing if I could say, "I don’t know what got into me, I was just, it was in the moment and I kissed. You and then I started panicking because I was afraid that you were gonna be mad and never speak to me again!" I ripped the words off like a band-aid. Lance looked at me for a second, straight into my eyes, seeing right through me.

"(Y/N), it's okay, just please, don't think such bad things," he said. I nodded and gave him a hug.
"Lance?" I whispered.
"Yes," he whispered back.
"Can I sleep just a little closer? Like not enough to touch you or anything, but like enough so I don't fall of the bed?" I asked sheepishly.

I could feel him smile.

"Yeah, of course," he said pulling away. I nodded and layed down he curled up next to me, way closer than I expected him to.

"Thanks Lance, for everything," I said already falling asleep.
"It was you who deserves a thank you," he said, but I was already half-asleep. Just when he thought I was completly asleep he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me in closer to him.

I was barely awake, but I didn't stop him, nor did I stop the smile on my face.

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