Chapter 45 - insecure

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*Jessie*

Danny and I have decided to go out for a nice dinner, it isn't long until we both go on tour so we are making the most of it. We both performed earlier on the voice. We walk through the lobby of the hotel with our fingers laced. We step out and my ears erupt with screams, what the fuck?

I look up and see a load of fans. Danny rushes off unlacing our fingers to say hi and sign things for them all, i brush off my rising panic attack - these meets stress me out, I walk over and start saying hello to everyone.

Jess: Hi, thank you so much for coming out

I take photos with them all, forcing a smile, and signing a load of thing. I keep looking over to Danny who was stood with many girls and woman chucking themselves over him, i push the dark twist Jess down and finish with my fans before walking over to Danny. I go from behind and run my arms round him, yes bitches mine.

Jess: Babe, should we go?

I Whisper into his ear, don't want to be the spoiler of fun.

Danny: Sorry ladies, i promised my lady a night out

We start walking to the car to the sound of them all screaming girls and my body twangs again. He turns around and waves blowing them a kiss. Go on, milk it.

We eventually make it into the car and our driver drives us to the restaurant. We sit in silence in the restaurant reading the menu, I put it down and just look round the restaurant taking it in, it is really pretty, my gaze falls on some girls giggling in the corner holding their phones up.

We order food and conversation flows nicely and easily between us. We share a brownie and my slight falls on the girls again who had grabbed the attention of others who had started staring. One of them gets us and seems to try and coats her friend, they start walking over here and I hide my annoyance.

Girl 1: oh my god hi, are you Danny O'donoghue?

One of the girls pipes up and danny looks round, he smiles and they start a conversation. I excuse myself and walk out of the restaurant slowly, I can't sit there and watch all the girls throw themselves over him. I hop in a cab knowing danny will talk to everyone there that wants to see him.

I open my suit case back in the hotel room and find my pjs and silk dressing gown. Inside I find my box of letters from Danny, I wonder if one applies now.

There's ones for all sorts of things, "open when..."
"You feel sad"
"We have a real fight"
"You want to know why I love you"
"You have doubts about us"
"It's your birthday"
"You're thinking about our future"
"It's Valentine's Day"
"I'm being annoying"
"You need to laugh"
"You are stressed"
"You can't sleep"
"You are bored"
"One of us go on tour"
"You feel insecure"
"You're horny"
"We have a silly fight"
"Open last"

I smile he is beyond cute. I pick out the insecure one and place the others back in the box. I open the letter up and a letter plus little square card falls out. The little card just has a big L on it, okay? I unfold the letter and start reading.

To my dear Jess,
Whether I have done something or someone else has to make you feel insecure but I'll beat them up. Jess you are the most beautiful, intelligent, talented, funny, genuine (the list is endless) woman I have ever met. You stun me every time I see you, you take my breathe away when you walk into a room and make my stomach hurt with laughter. Jess no one will ever match up to you so whatever it is that has made you feel so insecure don't worry because you are the most perfect woman I have ever met no one will ever hold my heart like you do. Your bold green eyes make my stomach do flips and that smile is impossible not to mirror, oh oh oh them legs ugh damn girl your long legs attached to that perfect butt, ugh you kill me; If anyone should be insecure in our relationship it's me, It baffles me every day as to how I managed to get a girl like you, I think you may need your head checked... just an idea? Just remember, I love you, more than anything and I always will.
Danny x

I smile and wipe a happy tear from my eye. I know it's so stupid letting them get to me but I can't help it. I hear the door go, I put the letter back in the envelope and back in the box. I wipe my eyes once more and leave the bedroom to where danny was in the lounge.

Danny: what the fuck was that jess

Jess: wha-

Danny: you just walked out?

Jess: oh

Danny: what the fuck?

Jess: I couldn't sit there and watch all the girls all over you touching you and flirting with you

Danny: they're fans!

Jess: you don't have to flirt back!

Danny: I don't jess, that's just me being nice

Jess: I don't care it makes me feel horrible and jealous and insecure

Danny: that's fuckiNG RIDICULOUS

jess: I CANT HELP IT

Danny: you don't think I feel the same when you're with your fans? Or when you are wearing fuck all on stage and prancing around?

Jess: but you have no reason to worry with me, I'm just me, your, your, your amazing and girls love you and they have every reason to look at you

I stand there close to the point of tears and his face softens. He walks over and pulls me into a hug before putting two fingers under my chin and tilting it back, he locks my lips on his and he hand travels under my butt lifting me up, I wrap my legs round him and he carries me to the bedroom where he makes me feel anything but insecure.






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