Stuck In Your Own Head

#20

6:01 pm
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i went downstairs, to restart my router. knowing that wasnt the reason, but it may have been, just for shits and giggles. i took the trip back up my stairs where i left my phone on 26%. i went through and checked my feed on every social media site i owned, nothing, no calls, no texts, no dm's. i wonder if the people i considered close friends, were even thinking about me. the last time i talked to Him was last night, He doesnt call like he used to, i dont blame Him, i do tend to run people away. but He did say He wasnt going anywhere. didnt He? well thats what i got from Him after the first few times He fucked up and i forgave Him. thats my fault tho, for loving Him too hard, falling too hard, and not expecting anybody to help me back up. im the one in love, while He's the one out running the streets. well thats my fault tho, i should have told Him goodbye after i saw Him with Her.
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6:03 am