My BestFriend Dario

Boundries Crossed

Heavens Pov ....

I woke up to what seemed like I peed on myself . I ran over to the light and saw blood all over the bed.

"Dario. Get up . We gotta go to the hospital." I say slipping some clothes on.

"Dariio get up please come on." I cry, he rubs his eyes gets up and puts some clothes on. I grab Lala and get into the car as we had to the ER.

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On the way home all I could do was cry."Baby its ok." Dario says rubbing my thigh. I shrug, im not going to forget this.

I put Lala back to sleep. I laid on my bed and chilled. At the age of 15 ive been raped, beaten, cheated on, 2 miscarriages and raising a two year old while going to school. I'm tired of life im tired of being hurt. Im tired of losing children im just tired. Every thing I do I fail at. I fail at carrying children and I fail at being a good daughter. I fail at being a good girlfriend. So the question is why am I still here? Why hasn't God taken my life yet. I know Dario has some type of drugs in the house. I look all over the house for some weed or cocaine. I cant seem to find any. I drive over to Zays. "You got some weed or coke or something?" I ask him.

"Its 3:12am you asking for some weed out coke?" he asks yawning."I miscarried again" I said getting to the point.

"Here's some weed. Go home and smoke it but you aint get it from me" he says. I hug him and rush home. I lay on the couch and smoke the blunt.

I put it out and let sleep take over.

Next Day

"Aye. Was you smoking?" Asiah asked. I woke up fully, I looked at the clock. "3:26 pm. Shit man" I say.

"Yeah. You didn't even help me with Ariel Marie" she frowns."Sooo." I ask sitting up. About to relight the half smoked blunt in the ash tray.

"Why are you smoking im starting to worry bout you" she says."Because I miscarried again. " I confess inhaling.

"This is not you, so what you lost a baby . Your 15, why the hell you want kids anyway. Get it together, you see we struggling to raise Ariel. My baby dad aint here so what makes you think Dario would still be around if you had a baby. Trust and believe having a baby aint all that. I love Ariel but damn!" she says. I roll my eyes.

"You gone get out my face or nah?" I ask her, she really boutta get popped in her mouth.

"Whatever. I am just looking out for you" she says. I exhale not paying attention to her bull shit. Bitch out my face.

"I guess . Trust none okay. Nobody is ever faithful." I say. "Wheres Lala?" I ask. "Umm. With your mom and Onna." she says.

"Bitch you still here" I ask herbut in my head.

Ariel starts crying. I lay back and some the last of the blunt bitch that's yo baby not mine. Mine are dead.

Darios Pov ..

"What do you mean you pregnant?" I ask my ex at school.

"Im pregnant with your baby. Are you gonna tell your girlfriend or am I?" she smiled evily. I shook my head we just lost our second baby and now she talking bout she pregnant.

I felt like crying. Heavens gonna leave me for real this time. I got in my car and drove to our house. "Why in the hell does it smell like weed?" I questioned.

"Cause I been smoking I been smokin. Daddy I want you, nana cant keep your eyes off m- babe what's wrong?" she asked me.

"Babe you can't get mad ighht!" I say. She nods."Whatevaa baby. I'm in cloud nine just tell me nigggggaaaaaaaaaa. Im highhhh in luuuuv. We wasss all night" she sang jumping on the couch.

"IGotAnothaGurlPregnant" I said. She got off of the couch walked over to me. Punched me in the chest repeatedly. She makes me mad with all that shit. I slammed her against the wall. She gave me a blank stare.

Tears streaming from her eyes."I fucking hate you with a passion. Im forreal." she yells at me.

"You think I wanna have a baby at a younge age. Baby I love you and only you. It happened when we broke up a while back. Babe I swea on everything I love!" I plead.

I didn't know I was crying till she wipes her thumb pads against my cheeks wiping tears.

"I gotta leave Dario" she cries.

"No baby you can't leave me again." I say.

"I gotta Dario. I have to leave we need space ".  she says.

"Baby we not gonna do this shit again" I plead as tears keep rushing down.

"Dario I can't do this anymore!" I kiss her tears.

"Yes you can we are gonna take it a step at a time." I say kissing down her neck.

"Maybe we should just be bestfriends again!" she moans thru her sobs.

I lift her up by her but and she wraps her legs around me. "Baby we gone make it say it with me." I say.

"We gone make it" she says her voice shaky. I put my forehead on hers. I love this woman with all my heart. I would never do anything to hurt her.

One Month Later (Heavs Pov)

Dario never leaves my side. I still smoke a lot. It relieves all the stress and pain.

I told Dario we should take it slow so we never have sex anymore. My priorities are straight my daughter and school are my main focuses. We chill like best FRIENDS. We hug not kiss. I haven't kissed him in a full month. His baby mama is my ex bestfriend . She is ghetto ass hell. She lives here now, Asiah and Ariel still live here me and Asiah never talk anymore Ariels getting big asf. I smirk at the thought of my niece crawling on the ground. And the love off my life is having a baby and it's not by me. Ha! Aint life just awesome *scarcasm*.Me and Darios 1 month anniversary coming up and also my sweet 16. "Hey can you watch Ariel Marie while I go to work or I can just-"

"Yeah. Im not high, I can watch her" I say honestly."Hi princess!" I say setting her down on the floor. Asiah rushes out the door. Oh I dropped outta school. My mom doesn't know bout that one.

Well I didn't drop out I just choose what days to go. When I feel like it, sometimes weeks at a time I skip it because I really dislike it. Yee you can call me a dynamic character because I have changed but that's how life goes. You get fucked over one time and well in my case multiple times and you just quit life.

I am depressed. The therapist told me. That I am, and at my age the only thing that cures depression is smoking. Well she didn't tell me that but it does."Mommy!" Lala screamed.

"Yeah Lala?" I ask. "Hi" she says. I kiss her and tell her hi.

I put Ariel to sleep in her play pen."Babe. Chu doing?" Dario asked.

"Bouutta get high!" I smiled."No your not" he says I frown at him and put my weed up. His baby moms comes down the stairs.

"Babe c'mere" I say. He walks over to me. I peck his lips, I suck on his bottom lip. I slip my toung in his mouth. He slid his toung in my mouth I moan against his mouth. I haven't tasted his mouth in forever. My hands slipping up his shirt.

"Mmhm" she clears her throat."What" I say against his lips."Dario it's time to go see what were having" she says kind of rubbing it in my face.

"Babe. Or you can stay and uh we can yah know;)" I say. He picks my lips one last time.

"I need to see what we having but I'll be back"  he says. I nod my had abd heat the door close.

"But will I be here by the time you get back?"I ask thin air and take the kids down stairs while I pack my shit.

A/N

Okaay now im not updating for a while. Daaaaamn she got alot going on. No he didn't.