Chapter 6 - Jealousy and Anger

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Minah Pov

I opened my eyes as the sunlight shine through the  glass windows. I slowly got off Mark not realizing that he was still in me. Mark wakes up and I could feel his member getting excited all over again until I quickly pulled away and ran to the bathroom .

I thought having sex with mark would release all the pain and stress that I was feeling yesterday, but it didn't . I regret it in a way .

" Minah , you okay ? " Mark knocked on the door waiting for a response.

It wasnt his fault because i told him i was ready ,but i wasnt.  I know he is my boyfriend but my heart wasnt ready yet. Now its too late. It was a in the moment things and i hated myself for not waiting.

Im thinking about breaking up with him, i know its only been like 2 days but it would just make my life, his life and all the other girls at school less complicated and for once they could leave me alone.

Mark Pov

Minah refused to open the door when I knocked. Im assuming she is upset with what happened last night. 

All of the sudden i hear the shower turn on ,meaning that was my cue to leave her alone.

So many thoughts crossed my mind as i began to feel guilty, Not only for Yuri literally trying to kill her but for taking advantage of Minah , especially when she was in a shocked state.

I knew that last night that the reason why she said she was ready, was because she was scared and she needed comforting.

I threw on clothes and made the bed.  I decided to go back upstair to give her space.

Minah Pov

The warm water ran down my body as I shut my eyes and began washing myself. The flashbacks hit  fast and my eyes shot opened as i pulled the showerglass to the side. My breath quickend and i was panting for air.

I usually never get these flash backs when im in the shower , thats strange. My fears started to grow.

I finished showering , getting dress and walked out to see no one there. The bed was made and clean.

The sound of footsteps made its way down to my room and i hear the door knob click.

" ah , Minah , We will back around 5pm, we have training today at the S.M company. Actually would you like to come and watch us and tour the company?" Ten smiled sweetly.

I didnt want to see Mark, but i didnt want to be stuck at home either. I nodded yes to Ten and he gave me a frown.

" Minah , you dont seem so excited. Whats Wrong?  Is it Yuri? Did Mark do something?!! Oh watch im going to beat the living shi..." Ten started  to say angrily until i quickly cut hin off.

"Aniyo, it was my fault. " i said to Ten. I explained everything and he hugged me quite tight.

" So you're saying you want to break up with him?"  I nodded as Ten sighs and pats me in the back.

" Well okay that's your decision, but just so you know i've been your friend since we were practically babies and i wanted to say that im always going to be here for you no matter what. Also i want you to think more about this. People in relationship fight all the time , but they work through them too, you dont need to break up with him because of a mistake you both made . Now lets get ready the guys are waiting." Ten smiled.

" Thank you oppa , i really need that , and you're right , i wont break up with him , ill just talk to him when im ready" i said giving him tight hug before i quickly changed.

We walked out side the beautiful mansion and all the NCT members were standing it front waiting. They had seperate cars but wanted to leave at the same time. Taeyong rode with Jaehyun, doyoung with Taeil.

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A/N : Pretend there are just 6 members in NCT. Lol too much to add all. Some of the other members will be playing a different role in this Story
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I avoided eye contact with mark , but i can feel him gazing at me. He expected me to ride with him  but instead i got into Ten's Car and we drove off following the rest.

I felt bad because Mark drove alone , but i just didnt want to talk to him yet  , not yet...not until after practice.

" Its going to be fine, take your time." Ten said rubbing my thigh in comfort while driving.

Im so glad , Ten is always here for me. 

As soon as we arrived to the company, we all parked in a private parking spot and went towards  the elevator to enter the building.

"Hey Minah, you okay? " I can hear mark come over to me and whisper in my ear.

" Im fine , Mark" I said normally and calm.

Mark Pov

I noticed Minah didnt ride with me to the S.M entertainment building and i was starting think she may actually be mad at me.

"Fuck!" i said in frustration. How do i fix this?
I cant undo what I did. My hands ruffled through mg hair as I continue to drive.

We arrived to the building and I asked Minah if she was okay and she spoke as if she was fine. I actually started to believe she was fine and maybe im just bugging out. Then I realize she didnt call me babe or oppa like she used to. Aish Jinja !! is this really happening ? I thought.

Maybe im just overthinking. Mark shut up, youre over thinking. Shut up Shut up. I argued with my own mind. Aish , this is driving me crazy.  But she kept avoiding eye contact  or it could be she is just zoning out , or not . I dont know anymore   im just going to let it go for now.

We arrived to the practice room and started the music immediatly and began to dance.

I tried harder knowing Minah was watching. She was smiling , but she wasnt looking at me , she was looking at Taeyong and Jaehyun who winked at her.

Thats not fair, im her boyfriend she should be looking at me. why am i acting like this?

They better back off Minah

Minah Pov

We all went upstairs to the practice room . They wasted no time to dance. I never notice how good Taeyong and Jaehyun actually danced until now.

I would sometimes glance over at mark a few times, but I was really avoiding it. They danced to the song limitless for another 4 hours, perfecting themselves.

"okay break time, 5 minutes and we start Cherry Bomb dance." Ten yelled to all his members.

" woww you guys were really good! " i said as Jaeyun and Taeyong give me sweaty hugs.

"ew ew you guys are gross. " They laughed

" well im going to go explore , the building." i said as they smiled and nodded.

Mark Pov

" woww you guys were really good! " Minah said as Jaeyun and Taeyong hug her

"ew ew you guys are gross." They laughed

I didnt like other guys hugging her like that.

" Minah can i talk to you ?" i said to her with a straight face as she followed me out the room. I had to make this quick since we had only 5 minutes.

We quickly walked to a noise canceling room and shut the door behind us.

I was just so mad at her for flirting with them and mostly i was at her for being mad at me.

Minah Pov

" What the hell was that ?" Mark shouted at me. while grabbing my arm.

what happened to the sweet and kind mark.

To be continued ......

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